I want to start this blog by sharring my testimony!
I have been born again since March 18, 2002. My journey to being born again was a long road. I grew up in a brocken family where my father gave up fighting for us children so we were raised by a mother who was very abusive physically, mentally and would let her boyfriend molest me. Which lead me to a life of alcohol and drugs. By 19 I was married and had my first child one year later I was headed for divorce and highly addicted to drugs. I ended up leaving my daughter to get clean at the Dream Center in LA. Even the road to the Dream Center took 6 months after going to Santa Monica. I spent one year at the Dream Center and it was the best thing that could have happened to me. While there I found God and I was on fire with love for Him
Over the past years I have lost my way to Gods path for my life but with the coming new year of 2013. I am going to strive to gain my faith and my path back with God.
I find myself in the battle of knowing whats right and not doing it. I know what God wants for me in this life and I am going after it but when it comes to doing whats right I always end up doing what my flesh wants. Specially when it comes to being with a man out of wedlock. To try to fix this issue I have declaired myself married to Christ for one year. So that means the whole year of 2014 I will not date or put myself in situations where I maybe tempted to go against this oath.
WISH ME LUCK
I do not know what it is about this year but I think and believe that this is going to be a great year. I am understanding my weakness's and that's going to help me fight them better because I will know how to pray for help.
I woke up this morning with such a feeling that today was going to be a really bad day and it has kind of been that way. My sister has not come home from work at all and that is not like her. Her phone is going right to voice mail and I am getting really worried about her. I cannot report her missing for another 12 hours and it is going to drive me crazy til I hear from her or find out if something happened to her. Bad news is better then no news at all.
Only God knows where she is right now and I am praying she is safe and that nothing bad has happened to her.
Thank you for that testimony. I would like to give you a huge build-up in truth. See yourself as God truly sees you.........as perfect, in Spirit! You accepted Christ therefore according to 2Corinthians 5:17-21, "Therefore if any man be in Christ, he is a new creature: old things are passed away; behold all things are new." Please do not condemn yourself, you ARE a new creature. Your Spirit is 100% pure in Christ. Your faith is supernatural and is as strong as Jesus' faith. Your spirit already has the faith of Jesus. The challenge is how to manifest it in this world from the spirit world. By your thoughts, and the Bible. Realize the full reality of God's Love, it is unconditional. He Loved you from the moment you were born. Focus on Christ and God, pick a scripture meditate on it, stay in God's word. I could go on and on. Instead I am going to Suggest that you listen to Andrew Wommack, he has a ton of free messages that will help! I have been where you have and I have learned the truth. You have no need to white knuckle drugs, alcohol or any other sin. Jesus has already earned your freedom. http://www.awmi.net/extra/audio/1027 I do believe this teaching will really help. Jesus has already conquered it all, for us. In my life He has given me victory over drugs, alcohol, a neurological disease and numerous, numerous other things. He has already given you the same victory, it's already manifested itself in the spiritual world and is ready to bust through, to this world. The JOY of The Holy Spirit fill you and Bless you.