As I sit here thinking about my relationship with God it brings me to tears but not of sorrow. How blessed I am when I look around me with the beautiful daughters that he has given me and all our grandchildren. My husband, parents, friends. All my family. I have step daughters and those I call family that have no blood line to me but it doesn’t matter because it is what I feel in my heart with each one of them that matters. I have never been one that concerned myself with color of someone skin, making sure I had the best clothes, car, house those things are never what really mattered.
With me being intentional in my relationship with God I know that I have to open my heart up even more to love others as God loves us. Sometimes it seems easier said than done. I know now though that in order to love my husband, children, grandchildren anyone that I hold close to my heart I must love God first and respect that relationship I have with him. There are days I get frustrated and hurt by things that others have done. This world is so cold and self absorbed nobody realizing anyone can give you lip service and tell you what you want to hear but are they speaking the truth to you?
There are days I just cry because It makes me sad how people persecute God. Blame him for every things that goes wrong. Did he asked to be removed from school, government, homes, churches and the lost? NO the world pushed him away and caused the death in the schools, murders that happen, gay marriages that are be paraded on television. The divorces, pornography, fornication, abuse it’s all caused because this world is full of foolishness unrepentant self serving hearts. Why does the world not speak of how God has changed lives, speak of the two men that were blind and Christ healed him?
“And when Jesus departed thence, two blind men followed him, crying, and saying, Thou Son of David, have mercy on us.
“And when he was come into the house, the blind men came to him: and Jesus saith unto them, Believe ye that I am able to do this? They said unto him, Yea, Lord.
“Then touched he their eyes, saying, According to your faith be it unto you.
“And their eyes were opened; and Jesus straightly charged them, saying, See that no man know it.” —Matthew 9:27–30.
All the good that he has done the lives he has healed. When we turn on the television we see new law being passed by our own president and across the world breaking yet another law of God in regards to homosexuality
4 Therefore God gave them up in the lusts of their hearts to impurity, to the dishonoring of their bodies among themselves, 25 because they exchanged the truth about God for a lie and worshiped and served the creature rather than the Creator, who is blessed forever! Amen.
26 For this reason God, gave them up to dishonorable passions. For their women exchanged natural relations for those that are contrary to nature; 27 and the men likewise gave up natural relations with women and were consumed with passion for one another,men committing shameless acts withmen and receiving in themselves the due penalty for their error.
God does not create a person with homosexual desires. The Bible tells us that people become homosexuals because of sin.
The television has many false prophets feeding minds what they want to hear brain washing them to believe its alright to disrespect there parents, curse, being unforgiving, drink and drive, a false prophet will feed you whatever it is as I have said many times in order for you to continue to fill there pockets with the money they are after. They don’t care about your salvation. You are a follower of Satan when you serve your own desires by opening your ears to false prophecy.
Jer 23:21-22 “I did not send these prophets, yet they have run with their message; I did not speak to them, yet they have prophesied. But if they had stood in my council, they would have proclaimed my words to my people and would have turned them from their evil ways and from their evil deeds.”
Open up your bible see the truth. You can not just listen or anyone will be able to mislead you. I had to learn this in my walk with Christ. For he tells us that God has given us the armor and the tools (bible) to know the truth. How can you continue to move through life. When you have a relationship with God it is no longer what YOU want it is only about what God desires for you. You have to be able to humble your self to drop to your knees and release all your desire of control unto our lord. To know that when you are disrespectful and cursing your parents and living for only what YOU believe to be correct you have no relationship with God. If you don’t respect and give glory to God how do you stand a chance of giving it to another? YOU CANT! God has to come first. If you are not able to forgive others for there trespasses do not expect to stand before God and expect him to forgive you.
I was once told by my husband that even our closest friends and family could come against us for the belief we have in God. I don’t think I really understood why anyone would come against another for trying to live there life intentionally wanting to serve him. Until recently..to watch others profess to be a christian and basically curse and spew venom at my husband for speaking the truth. It saddens me and angers me when I see the pain in my husbands heart because it seems to be easier to point fingers than to forgive or to rebuke what he says instead of picking up the bible and reading the truth of what he spoke it is written! But my husband stands his ground and knows the truth and those that want to live with there heads in the sand will never see eternity but not because they don’t listen to him but because they deny the truth of God.
My holy father ..I come to you raising my hands high to the heavens above to praise you and to take responsibility for self and my own actions and know that I must live my life being intentional each day to only glorify you. Please give me the patience and speak only your words to help save those that our lost if that be your will. I pray for the lost and may the false prophets be cased out and that one day soon you return and take those of us that long to be in kingdom with you. I thank you for all blessings received and your love. I ask that you be with my husband and those that are living there life intentionally to honor and serve you with there ministry to prick the hearts that are filled with hatred.
I pray that each person that reads this will ask themselves ..where your life is at this moment is it where you want to be? As a Christian are you walking the fence or being intentional to only serve our father? Stop blaming God and remember he gave us all FREE WILL he makes us do nothing and he isn’t going to stop the cruel things that go on in this world because you chose to serve the world instead of taking a stand to make a difference in serving God.