This is what I wrote in my blog today. It is called Broken Things.
This is exactly what is deep in my heart right now. The song by Sarah Reeve called “Broken Things”. The song relates directly towards my life at this moment. There is one part in the lyrics that says “When there’s no more option’s left and I am nothing but a mess, well that’s when your best.“ My life is full of broken things. The only fulfilling part in my life right now is God and God alone.
I feel like my whole world has been shaken since the car wreck. I didn’t die, I didn’t get seriously injured, and I didn’t lose my faith. One thing I did lose was total dependence on everything else around me but God. People, places, things, were all setback to put God back in His place in my life. It doesn't mean those things are gone or out of my life. It just means that they are set on pause. One thing after another, the opportunities, have been disappearing, like it was never there. I had all these plans for myself. Apparently God had other plans and He always get's His way. Live according to His plans not your own.I believe they will come back it's just not the perfect time that God has. Everything that I have been setting my heart on with full force is paused. It really shows that you can’t set your heart up to depend more on those excitements in life more than you should God. It is setting my priorities straight and making me totally dependent on Him. One part of the lyrics in Sarah’s song is “I’m totally, completely dependent upon you.”