So I woke up this morning just giving up. I am telling ya it as to be my depression going crazy lately. Inside of my fb messages, (I wish I would have checked them sooner) was a message from a friend, saying, a friend of hers is looking for native american writers/publishers and was wondering if she should give my her my name.. um.. YA! :) She says she has no idea what it's for or anything so I responded quickly with an ABSOLUTELY!! :) And of course she was offline so I am going to have to wait for her to get online who knows when and then get her friend my name and then wait to hear from this person. *sigh* I hate waiting. BUT I am hoping it is for something good. :) I'm thinking of poking God already this morning. Just give him a nudge and ask, "Are you listening? Um.. hello?! I need you.. listen please?? Important!" Okay maybe I won't go that drastic but will pray none the less. :)
And again I had a weird dream, very weird dream. This darkness is beginning to surround me and part of me is telling me it's just a dream while another part of me is telling me something more. *sigh* I don't know. I just don't know. So a praying I will do today, besides start ANOTHER book and I am telling ya, if her friend wants a book, oh people will be amazed on how fast these hands can work to put at least 60 pages in no time flat! At least that is what I hope she wants. *sigh* We shall see. I will keep people posted, on the life and times of this native christian writer..