This is my first entry in any sort of blog. I intend it's purpose to help me navigate my way through my new-found Christian Life.
As one of my mentors says, "It's the hardest thing I've ever done, but I never wanted anything more", in regards to living the Christian life.
In my blogs, I will navigate through my present issues, using God's Word as a guilde, while adding details from recent past, but only when they have baring. And when required, I will revert back further to pertinate experiences throught my 44yrs of life which may have baring on my present issues at hand as well. Don't let that bore you. I think this is a much less boring way of giving facts about my life; on a need-to-know basis.
What really freaks me out are my fears for the future, which I dwell on way more than could ever be healthy. My foreboding fears can sometimes explain why I end up in depressive slumps and self-loathing predicaments. Those fears, I am ashamed to say paralyze me from making healthy choices, and sticking to them.
This is enough for tonight. I have so much rolling around in my head at the moment. I want to pray and sort out with my Heavenly Father during prayer time as to what I wish to write about first.