Part 2---God will laugh at your calamity; unless you seek him now in ways not taught by man.
My greatest ask was for God to just allow me some sleep by easing the pain; and He answered. When morning came the lower right side of my face was just all swelled and so very sensitive that when laying down it must be resting on my left; so I was really hoping with some expectation at least fifty dollars to see a dentist; but that was just not God’s plan because my wife and I have been suffering through pains and hardships for years now with that last to care being the religious people of this world who are children of God that are suppose to be setting examples through love for the world to follow. But for reasons written in the words of God they have just all chosen to believe the words of man rather than His own words to all of His children saying to put no confidence in man while also telling all of His children that all of the doctrines and traditions of man would make His written words become of absolutely no effect in all the lives who associated themselves with the false teachings of man worldwide; and because man has completely refused God by rejecting His truth, this whole world has been deceived-----yet those who love God don’t love Him enough to just believe His every word----nor do they love Him enough to follow His commandments, therefore they don’t even love fellow human beings or their own brethren in Christ Jesus our Lord who had short hair and was born September 11; and He was a hard working man as a carpenter who also worked with heavy stone that made Him muscular; so the purpose of those words are that Jesus Christ was not the long haired wimp looking even gay looking resemblance that man has made Him out to be as an actual disgrace to the mans man and King to come throughout eternity.
Because God is a merciful God of love this whole world was saved before the world even began and nothing can ever separate us from the love of Christ; and that is what all believers are taught; but what they are not taught are God’s conditions for His mercy and His judgments that shall come upon them all for rejecting Him as THY WORD IS TRUTH.
I have gone through this day wanting to write as I always do, but the swelling now looks like a small call under my skin that is only growing and causing more pain; and our Lord God is only giving me a slight preview of what life is going to be for the uncountable in this world who just hear Him not and show no love for others as the United States of America becomes a reproach as a shame and a disgrace for the world to see when its riddled with crime, terrorism, murders, rapes, hunger and diseases all the way into cannibalism with waste and destruction that will bring on desolation. . . .but who wants to believe God when man makes everything sound better?
Read Ezekiel chapter five for yourself and you decide without the blind telling you the words are out of context because those are the greatest fools of all that will be the cause of so much shed blood of just people who being properly fed could have gained God’s mercy.
You have two choices.
You can be here--------------
"The Lord shall send upon thee cursing, vexation, and rebuke, in all that thou settest thine hand unto for to do, until thou be destroyed, and until thou perish quickly; because of the wickedness of thy doings, whereby thou has forsaken me. The Lord shall bring a nation against thee from far, from the end of the earth, as swift as the eagle flieth; a nation whose tongue thou shalt not understand;A nation of fierce countenance, which shall not regard the person of the old, nor shew favour to the young: And he shall eat the fruit of thy cattle, and the fruit of thy land, until thou be destroyed: which also shall not leave thee either corn, wine, or oil, or the increase of thy kine, or flocks of thy sheep, until he have destroyed thee. And he shall besiege thee in all thy gates, until thy high and fenced walls come down, wherein thou trustedst, throughout all thy land: and he shall besiege thee in all thy gates throughout all thy land, which the Lord thy God hath given thee.And thou shall eat the fruit of thine own body, the flesh of thy sons and of thy daughters, which the Lord thy God hath given thee, in the siege, and in the straightness, wherewith thine enemies shall distress thee:"...(Deuteronomy28:20, 49 - 53).
PSALMS91:1-12..."He that dwelleth in the secret place of the most High shall abide under the shadow of the Almighty.I will say of the Lord, He is my refuge and my fortress: my God: in him will I trust.Surely he shall deliver thee from the snare of the fowler, and from the noisome pestilence.He shall cover thee with his feathers, and under his wings shalt thou trust: his truth shall be thy shield and buckler.Thou shall not be afraid for the terror by night; nor for the arrow that flieth by day; Nor for the pestilence that walketh in darkness; nor for the destruction that wasteth at noonday.A thousand shall fall at thy side, and ten thousand at thy right hand; but it shall not come nigh thee.Only with thine eyes shalt thou behold and see the reward of the wicked.(wicked in the Strong's Concordance means just one that did wrong, as in not obeying the Ten Commandments) Because thou hast made the LORD, which is my refuge, even the most High, thy habitation; There shall no evil befall thee, neither shall any plague come nigh thy dwelling.For he shall give his angels charge over thee, to keep thee in all thy ways."
God watches us all and knows the intent of our hearts, so what we do unto others, He shall do unto us. Proverbs 21:13
I just did one of my 4 year old do it yourself showers and shaved. In the mirror I look to have a golf ball in my mouth bulging and it hurts. All that I can do is buy more Advil which really only helps the mind as the best I can do, and I can’t really even afford six pills for a whole dollar.
Here we are and brothers and sisters who believe in God, but when He says how Christ laid down His live for us, we ought to lay down our lives for the brethren, we just ignore Him. And when He tells us that he who loves not his brother abides in death we hear Him not. And when He tells us any who love not their brother is a murderer we not only don’t hear Him but don’t believe Him. And when He tells us that any who shut their bowels of compassion from a brother in need, how dwelleth the love of God in them? And then God even tells us—
“He that loveth not knoweth not God; for God is love”.
Read 1 John 3:11-24 and see only the words of God as they are written while knowing of a brother in pain that is truly dreading another night of agony with just another day to follow, and its been an ongoing thing that been just getting worse since about five days ago when I first started buying Advil.
God does all things for a purpose, so I love my Lord God and will never charge Him foolishly just as even Job did not after losing his seven sons, three daughters and all of his possessions for the massive wealth that he had; and he even said----
“Naked I came out of my mother’s womb, and naked shall I return thither: the Lord gave, and the Lord hath taken away; blessed be the name of the Lord. And in all this Job sinned not, nor charged God foolishly. Job 1:21-22
God knows my needs and I pray that He just helps me through another night with a ball of infection only growing in my mouth that may go from a golf ball into a baseball. So by God’s will if He just touches a few hearts for a little here and a little there, tomorrow I can go to a dentist.
I just wanted to reach out to you and thank you for sharing your thoughts with this online community. I have read many of your posts and I agree with some of your views. Thanks for sharing the pictures of you and your wife in the Philippines. I have some questions concerning who you are. would you be kind to share with me and this online community your name, and what brought you to the Philippines? Why are you living there and not in the US? Can you move back to the US and bring your wife with you? Are you a fugitive? I have read about the bad investments you have made. I have read about your accident. I have read your pleas for financial support. My heart indeed goes out to you and your wife. But I must be frank with you, you have to understand that people just don't send money to a stranger just because... You must know that this world is filled with many kinds of deceivers. I am not saying that you are one of them. I am only saying that while most people who read your pleas for help might want to help you, they are simply cautious because they do not know who you really are. It is in fact unfair to blame anyone for not sending help to you in this regard.