Howy mind operates with only God for my source of life
I truly care about others in ways from within my heart that only God can understand; and from wisdom and knowledge with understanding that God has given me from seeking silver and hid treasures I have also learned well that men of God can only do as God directs while expecting nothing in return other than inner peace to deal with whatever cards He may deal or allow Satan to deal because this life in the flesh is but temporary as a pilgrim in a foreign land for spiritual preparation to reign with Christ as one who has overcome the god of this world just as our Lord Jesus Christ did.
(Government Isaiah 9:6-7)
And that is what makes one of the few and not the many.
1 Corinthians 2:13, Hebrews 5:14 and Matthew 7:14 are few.
1 Corinthians 2:14, Hebrews 5:13 and Matthew 7:13 are many.
That is also what makes a firstfruit and overcomer that is not of this world because by the words of Christ they have been chosen and called just as the words in John 15:18-20 state with no confusion whatsoever because God is not the author of confusion.
But the natural minds of the many will see only foolishness because they cannot understand things the Holy Spirit teacheth; comparing spiritual things with spiritual.
The few are also those who know with absolutely no doubt whatsoever that they personally shall do greater works than Jesus Christ because he said that “He that believeth on me, the works that I do shall he do also; and greater works than these shall he do; because I go unto my Father. John 14:12 ---And without that faith it is impossible to please God. Hebrews 11:6
I have also learned well that I can tell no man God’s truth and expect them to believe or change their ways because according to God’s own words it is He who picks and chooses who to give His Spirit to now and who will have to wait to earn it in either a martyrs death or through their 100 years of life after the 2nd resurrection. Isaiah 65:17-25
When you read God’s truth with you’re heart and mind firmly planted with very deep roots that trust only in God as you’re heartbeat with His words as you’re blood-flow always with new blood transfusions while never trusting in man, His words take on a whole new meaning that you can see clearly whereas others seem as if they see nothing even though their eternal salvation is at stake.
In John 6:37, 39, 44, 65, 17:11, 24 what can you see through these words? I see what the word of truth with no confusion says which is God gives individuals to Christ. God sends who He chooses to Christ, God draws who He chooses to Christ; and in Romans 9:18 His words of truth even tell you that He will have mercy on whom He will have mercy and He will hardeneth; and what makes God’s decision is what He sees within all hearts that He searches because nothing can be hid whereas lips can speak a thousand words of love that is absent from the heart. Hebrews 4:12-13
And God weighs our actions 1 Samuel 2:3
So what kind of mercy will He have to those with the love in their hearts and faith that pleases Him?
“Behold, the eye of the lord is upon them that fear Him, upon them that hope in His mercy; To deliver their soul from death and to keep them alive in famine. Psalms 33:18-19
There is so very much more that I want to write now about men of God and Israel from books all through the Bible that are a lesson for us all today in the beginning of the end; and have written much through approximately 300 writings with words of truth scattered in many places that few can see until God leads whom He chooses for His mercy; but for now just need to get to the point of these words so as to not overwrite as I so often do with the words of God being my only addiction in life.
When we go through 55 years of life and can look back while knowing that with a chance for a do over of 50 years every road would be different; and with that when you should have been dead at age12 and 20 from suicide attempts that failed, once at 15 from a drug overdose and again at 33 from a head injury that took a piece of brain with other times in between you come to know that God had other plans for you’re life that are now being fulfilled from a relationship only God and that individual can understand.
I tried with all of my heart to devote myself to any church that wanted an active part of the body of Christ who lived no other way than our Head directs because we all are of the body of Christ that need each other and are to love each other the way Christ loved us; for whosoever loves not his brother, how can they love God? 1 John 3:17
It was the Philadelphia Church of God that ignored a year of my emails and the Restored Church of God that said to never again contact them in any way----and David Pack is the pastor with Gerald Flurry in the PCG; and one thing that Armstrong never taught was the value of love because those who worship him have absolutely none while collecting tithes, 2nd tithes and even more that are not written in the New Testament. . .greedy dogs with pride all puffed up who have some biblical knowledge but are nothing to God 1 Corinthians 13:2
All that I wanted was to become a strong part of the true church of God and with great efforts tried others---but when a person has no other life other than God twenty four hours a day while being in the same square mile for the better of four years while living very low and scrounging with many other battles while only building their faith stronger in the worst of storms; its because they know they has been chosen and all things are for a purpose. So no church was God’s will because we as individuals are the church scattered all over the world as body parts who follow only their head with nothing to do with man, his doctrines or traditions that make the word of God none effect.
I also offered myself to be placed in any refugee camp in the world where I could be of some use….but not God’s will.
We have been so without I was willing to give up a body part like a kidney to help another for a very small amount of money just so my wife and I could have a cheap native bamboo home and food to eat. But it did not happen because it was not God’s will.
I also tried through the US Embassy to get a wavier on my 3 years behind immigration so that I could get back to America for a job as a welder even though I knew that America is soon going to fall from financial ruin and the new world order. . . .But the Embassy never helped because it was not God’s will.
I also at one time put in job requests for over 700 separate positions in Afghanistan because I was in Iraq 2005 as a welder. . . but again it was not God’s will.
In other attempts for any kind of employment I offered my wife and I for home maintenance, child tutoring, understanding of reality or just whatever anywhere in the world. . . but it was not God’s will.
I was hired as a mechanic in the Caribbean and the owner even sent us a gift of $500 dollars. . . .but it never went further because it was not the will of God.
What has been His will is the near 4 years that He has been teaching me how to live on faith with only help in bits and pieces for basic life while knowing if I do things that are against His will punishments will come; and they have through mistakes that I have overcome just as Paul in Romans 7:15-25
With God we must live the life as written, because if we do not, how can we preach the words for others to do what we do not do ourselves? Most all have not fruits by fully abiding in Christ and will burn through judgment in the great tribulation. John 15:6
Life for me day after day with little to eat and little to do for years is really taking its toll. I still get job opportunities daily through sources where I have resumes. . . but with no trust in man and unemployment very high in America while being not young with no money to even travel even though I want to work and will weld even in a country that is going to collapse in horrible ways if it is God’s will. . .
But in my own will that I Pray is His I want an island and as many as God has mercy on to live a new way of life in faith and obedience without the uncountable problems and circumstances of darkness all around in a falling society that ruins families, minds, health and just gives in as a servant to sin because the god of this world is a very professional deceiver that has never changed since he deceived Eve.
My heart and mind have also tried ways of contact with reporters, talk show hosts and just anyone who could spread truths that no one wants to hear, but will because they listen to celebrities.
I even had hopes of all the big name stars delivering a message of truth through a movie and even great musicians putting truth in their songs millions hear. What I have is just so much sorrows for so much suffering that going to come upon many millions who will be completely unprepared.
For years I have needed any kind of helps at all, and for years the religious world of love has had nothing to give other than to detest me and persecute just as Paul had false brethren in 2 Corinthians 11:26---Even Job had his friends to turn on him. Ezekiel was not liked and Christ was hated, so I just accept whatever may be with faith that God will use me for those with hearts that He will have mercy on by teaching them the only way to endure the coming storms that will become as living nightmares for most all who have not the faith of Shadrach, Meshach and Abed-nego because the furnaces will be very hot. Read Daniel 3:16-18 and see how great their faith was while knowing they were a lesson for today. . .
I will close with verses that I have written so very many times that I will only tell you where to find them and leave it up to you.
All of 1 John is about love. John 13:34 is the commandment with Revelation 22:14 being no blessings for the tree of life if all of God’s commandments are not done. Proverbs 21:13 tells it like it is with Proverbs 1:22-33 showing you there will be no one that hears you when in calamity.