It's June 2nd, and my concert is fast approching. I'm so excited. Not for the concert of course. But to see if I'm able to refuse temptation of the party and drugs that follow. Adam has invited me to a local bar after the show. I'm not sure if I will join them or not. I'd love to hang out with him and the rest of the band, but what will that mean? Will that lead me straight into the arms of what I"m running from?
I work non-stop for the next several days, including weekends with only next Thursday off. :( It's gonna be one hell of a week. But it will be worth it I guess. More work is more money.
Think I'm going to just go home and relax as much as I can. Maybe watch a movie or two. I need to learn how to save and be responsbile as I'm moving out very very shortly. :S Sooo nevrous. I have to talk to Melissa about getting me that aparment. I'm so scared. What will it be like? Fending for myself, supporting myself, being by myself? Will I fall back into my old lifestyle? Think it's the only way I'll cope? Or will my relationship with God become that much closer? Will I be free? Only time I guess will tell.