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The Raceway!!!

 

The raceway...

I found myself pacing updown the room of my house trying to put things together in my mind. I told God, "I'm so trapped and lonely, and bored in this life you have given me...". And I counted all the rooms in my house and went to all of them!!! And things were becoming deperate!!! And it is not like I don't have chores to do!!! But I felt so unsatified and bored with my existence!!!...

And I imagined if I took my car and where would I go to have peace??? And when I got there would my mind be here stuck to this place like glue!!! I went to my room, made my bed and just laid down and put my bible at my side and decide to search the bible for something to enlighten me and show me what was happening to me!!! Psalm 82,

["...1God standeth in the congregation of the mighty; he judgeth among the gods.

2How long will ye judge unjustly, and accept the persons of the wicked? Selah.

3Defend the poor and fatherless: do justice to the afflicted and needy.

4Deliver the poor and needy: rid them out of the hand of the wicked.

5They know not, neither will they understand; they walk on in darkness: all the foundations of the earth are out of course.

6I have said, Ye are gods; and all of you are children of the most High.

7But ye shall die like men, and fall like one of the princes.

8Arise, O God, judge the earth: for thou shalt inherit all nations..."]

And it suddenly became clear, that the limitation was not where my feet couldn't go, but where my heart did not care!!! And I thought how limited my little imagination was and how the raceway in my mind was encrusted with dross and just collapsing with my little life thing just about myself!!! And I thought about going and doing and visiting and I thought about all the place I could go and just be as lonely there and the fix just a temporary one!!!...

And I though about someone who was having trouble and depression and all sorts of difficulties, and how that family only call you when they need you!!! A very self-seeking scenario of self absorvetion if you will!!! I saw myself going in that same direction!!! I looked at everything physically but not see my mind and how little it was and my prayers for other so short or not all!!!...

And I did not think about the plight of others and how other need to greeted and told the good-news or even as simple "...hello, how are you???" And God says that even if we are Princesses of God, God will not forestall the consequences of a selfish, self loving life, focused only on me and my needs!!! We will fall, God says like any prince, because we don't care about anybody but ourselves...

May you be blessed. Amen.
 
JLOTW

 

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