Today was one of those days I don't want to remember!!! Again I ate sumptiously and drank my orange juice to my heart's content!!! The backyard barbeque grill gave out but I finished my feast on the kitchen oven!!! But then I decided to go to the park and then from there to the bookstore!!! And still I wasn't content!!! I had this complaint!!!
I felt unfulfilled and still empty!!! What a situation, with all the knowledge I still felt poor!!! What a dilema!!! I prayed and prayed for God to make my life interesting!!!
18Woe unto them that draw iniquity with cords of vanity, and sin as it were with a cart rope:
19That say, Let him make speed, and hasten his work, that we may see it: and let the counsel of the Holy One of Israel draw nigh and come, that we may know it!
20Woe unto them that call evil good, and good evil; that put darkness for light, and light for darkness; that put bitter for sweet, and sweet for bitter!
21Woe unto them that are wise in their own eyes, and prudent in their own sight!
22Woe unto them that are mighty to drink wine, and men of strength to mingle strong drink:..."]
I was just thinking about myself!!! Getting drunk with my own self indulgence and my own plans for my own life!!! And suddeny it all became clear how to do away with my low life!!! But then as I knelt and wanted to pray and thank God, God said to me, "How can you celebrate your new life, when your fellow humans await damnation???" And I couldn't answer that question!!! I was so involved with my own needs, wishes and desires and I thought every good human dream!!!
["...12And the harp, and the viol, the tabret, and pipe, and wine, are in their feasts: but they regard not the work of the LORD, neither consider the operation of his hands..."]
But I had forgotten what time it was in he world!!! Many one are in their way to ruin!!! And I had to concurr with God that I wasn't thinking right and needed to have consideration!!! A troublesoms situation to choose between my dessert and the life blood of someone I don't know!!!
But it is time to awaken from the fantasy and know that the end is near and we need to think that way as we go on in this life!!!