It seems that the more we come to know God, the more alone in this world we become. We can take part in several websites to at least get our posts out which are proven words that no one can see let alone understand. Then there is the battles of just such a low and lonely hum drum life that the world of love claiming Christ in their hearts could really give a hoot about beyond their false lips . . . and you can even flat out tell them by denying Christ’s new commandment in John 13:34 they will be denied entry into the tree of life Revelation 22:14. Then to top it off there is always hurt and disappointment with wrong thoughts and harsh words that only make us feel guilty and unworthy because we know perfectly well that God sees all things and absolutely nothing can ever be hidden. Know why I am writing to you? Because I think that your my only friend. Christ told me in John 15:18-19 that I would be hated. Ezekiel is my friend so I believe everything that God told him also about scorpions. I have absolutely no life and no brothers, no happiness, no money, and just the word depressing can sum it well. I see the world coming apart at the seams and nearing the worst times of trouble that have ever been or shall ever be. Only those as Shadrach, Meshach and Abed-nego will survive under God's wings. Psalms 91 has the inners and the outters. The pagan way lovers of all today’s churches will be on the outside crying, and those on the inside will see them. . . .we tried to warn them but all they seem to do is spit on you as a floor mat. There is over a million foreign troops in america right now waiting for the man made calamity to impose marshal law which may be a nuke leveling nyc. . .and those troops have their orders to round up and exterminate all who don't like the new world order. . . .and we have hundreds of millions of christians that through pulpit lies actually have lifted them selves above every man of God who has suffered and died through history, yet I myself am prepared to accept God's cards no matter how they may be dealt. How about you? I will spare you any more.