With eighteen years of God and the last three of those years being very strong personal training to the point that I examine myself non-stop I had written to a church while fully devoting my self, my life and my time all for only God.
Their response to me was;
Don't ever contact us again in any way or form because we can be no service to you. Slam! Ouch!
And welcome to the way my life has been for that past three years. If I were to go so far as write the words of Jesus Christ in the Olivet discourse chapter twenty five verses thirty one through forty six about the sheep and the goats I was labeled a scam artist, or lazy, a liar or a child of the devil. . and that's the love of Christ from within Christian and religious websites?
Ezekiel chapter two, John chapter fifteen and THY WORD IS TRUTH give very good understanding of why one becomes mostly alone in the world.
Want to know the meaning in my own mind from Shadrach, Meshach and Abed-nego? During the tribulation the fiery furnace will be hotter than ever before in the history of the human race as in times of trouble such as have never been Daniel 12:1 and the only way of escape is with faith in God to either die with Him in heart and mind, or for Him to protect you. . .and I will write you mega words of His truth to verify and make very clear why my heart wants to cry out to the hundreds on millions that are in for a rude awakening when they learn that left behind was but a man made fairy tail.
How can anyone possibly put themselves above the innumerable that have died martyrs deaths all through history? Peter was crucified upside down because he felt unworthy to die as Christ. God spared him not, so why should he spare a cold hearted disobedient people that don't even obey His commandments or follow Christ? In Strongs the word or name Christian means to follow Christ or be anointed. Ask a Christian when the last time Christ was at a Christmas party or on a colored egg hunt and their lack of love will brightly shine. Tell them truth and they will begin to glow red hot.
Samuel, many times in my life I should have been very very dead. I never searched for God, it was God that came to me and in His time drew me closer and closer. Part of my brain was removed in April of 1988 because of a head injury and a Harley Soft Tail, and it was God that said I didn’t need it anyway. If you ever want to know my other accounts that God had to of bailed me out of just ask.
I am not where I am by accident. Ezekiel had a job to do for God, and it is Ezekiel who I can well relate to in being disliked, not believed, judged, and struck at with the venom of scorpions. I say Amen because God said it would be as it is.
God knows my needs, and it will only take one person. So all the rest can feel as they choose towards me and what I say because I love them all anyway.
It is Satan that steels truth or blocks it from ever entering. Read my post about what Satan has done to man.
When we live with God as our entire life, there are no words to explain to one who is not of this world because all that is seen by them are the surface words of God while lacking His Spirit for accepting truth.
I can honestly say that I love all as Christ loved us.