When one just exists while living within a private life of to many problems and difficulties to list, what can that person do? God is my heartbeat and without Him I would surely without question die. My wife cries and I am helpless. I have no income due to circumstances beyond my control. Our lives are like borrowed time living on only faith and simple dreams. We have some bamboo and our dream is just a little of our own dirt to build a Gilligan's Island hut to call our home. My 51 years at home in America was nothing but a rocky road of life that I left. Now God has blessed me with a woman I love and can't even take care of. Our hearts that God knows have been crying out to Him for almost three years now, and our lives are still a disaster, yet our faith wavers not, yet our understanding of why leaves only wonder and hurt. We have absolutely nothing and both thrive on helping others. God knows our needs, our hearts, our faith and our every circumstance. And He knows that we trust in Him only and that we have been waiting on His kindness for a very long time now.
May our Father please help us and will you please pray for our needs.