Having lived in this planet earth for 62 years and thirty years of those sixty two years as outside of Christ (before accepting Jesus Christ as Lord and Savior) and next thirty two years as growing in Christ. The growing years or years of growth seemed slow . But the more one spend time with Jesus the more one will see how Jesus paid it all. When that happens one looks at the world as pitiful if they do not recognize how much Jesus has done.
I do understand that there are Christians who have gone before me and they saw what Jesus has done. For them they would likely say they know this already. Some may still be in the process of knowing, and I am happy for them.
It is for others who does not even care that my heart seems to cry more.I wish I could accept Jesus for them, but heaven will not allow that. They have to come to Jesus on their own.
Oh the joy to be in Jesus but it is miserable to look at those who don't care for Jesus.Somehow I do not want to see the rejection , the delay, but I believe i need to be closer more to God to sense His patience and long suffering, not willing that any should perish and that everyone should come to repentance. Somehow I may have to close my eyes not to see who are ignoring God's call.