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   [21 Sep 2014 | Sunday]

I am Love Sick. My beloved is mine and I am my Beloved

 I am Love Sick

 My journey back to Father, my Spiritual experience as I lay on my bed one Sabbath morning I went searching for my first Love, it was one of a Spiritual journey which inspired me to write this Love letter to my first love.

 Matthew 12:18 Behold my servant, whom I have chosen; my beloved, in whom my soul is well pleased: (Yahshua is referenced as the beloved of  our Father the same beloved Solomon wrote of).

 It has been said in so many ways and by so many about the Shulamite woman Solomon wrote of in the Songs of Solomon was the great love of his life suggesting it was a physical woman. This is not so, I used to believe the same until I had an experience in the Spirit that led me to the Truth of the meaning of the love story of Solomon. It is after a dear friend of mine read a copy of my love letter, she told me it sound just like the Songs of Solomon, it was then I read the Songs of Solomon again and realized I had an experience just like Solomon did and that Solomon was not writing about a carnal woman, but was expressing his state of love for His Beloved, his Beloved is His Heavenly Father/Yahshua. It was a love story narrative between his Beloved, Yahshua the Bridegroom and his woman/bride/church.

Song of Solomon 1:13 A bundle of myrrh is my well-beloved unto me; he shall lie all night betwixt my breasts. (In this context, my beloved was a “He’.)

Song of Solomon 2:3 As the apple tree among the trees of the wood, so is my beloved among the sons. I sat down under his shadow with great delight, and his fruit was sweet to my taste. Vs 8 The voice of my beloved! behold, he cometh leaping upon the mountains, (In this context, my beloved was a “He’, please read the Songs of Solomon again)  

Song of Solomon 2:16 My beloved is mine, and I am his: he feedeth among the lilies.

I can go on and on, it is plain evidence in the words of Solomon that the story is about the Bridegroom and the bride. To further understand the context of the Songs of Solomon I am delighted to have fellowship with my brothers and sisters.

I can be contacted at, joanjmtt@aol.coc,,,

I have the same love story to tell, the story of Solomon is about the beloved of our Father, Yashua, it tells about our beloved coming to receive us, the bride, the season of his coming.  I was given the gift to understand the story of Solomon, myself having walked the same journey on my way back to our beloved

Below is my Song, my journey in a love affair similar to the Songs of Solomon

I am Love Sick

 I am love sick! Where are you?
I’ve searched everywhere for you.
I called, but you did not answer.
I looked
, but could not find you.
I tried to be perfect for you, but it is so hard.
I saw you in a distance.
I called your name
, but you did not answer.
I ran after you, but couldn't catch up
I went searching for you. Oh, the roads are so treacherous, winding, twisting bending roads.
I called your name
, but you did not answer.
I am so tired, I feel faint! As I stood in the valley
, I looked around.
I closed my eye
s and stretched my arms out to you.
I want to feel and touch you. You did not come to me.
I am tired and lonely for you.  My heart is break
My tears are flowing as I call your name.
You created me so I can love and worship you.
But now I can
't find you.
You have gone far from me.
I know you are near me, but I cannot see or feel you
I think of you every day, every hour, every minute and all night long.
I lie on my bed and pretend that you are near me.
I speak to you as I lay there, wishing you will answer me.
As I walk among your children
, I look for your face in everyone.
Oh how I wonder
, what do you look like?
Sometimes, I think you are black and comely, or white and strong, or brown and beautiful.
Maybe you are all of that.
Oh, how I look towards the sky
, hoping I will see your face peeking back at me.
Why do you hide your face from me?
Is it because I'm being tempted so?
And oh, I've been tried and tested.
Many times I failed, but during those times you are gone from me
Don't you know that those are the times I need you the most?
Suddenly, I feel you wrapped around me.
The cool gentle breeze, you touched my face, my hair, you are all around me.
I embraced you.
Even the trees and the flowers bow their head to greet you as you pass by.
Alas! I can sense your presence.
You never let me carry more than what I can bear.
You lifted me up and carried me through those desperate times.
I rested my head betwixt your breast, humbled myself, comforted.
You always know when I need you the most.
Though you are silent
, I sense your presence, yet I hear thee.
Though you are without form, yet I see thee in all of thy creation. 
You are everywhere.

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By Joan Matthews. Servant of the Most High God, Yahweh

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