I hope i am finding my way back. My mind got focused on something that took away my concentration on the Lord Jesus. No it is not being a grandpa but a childhood hobby of mine that I tried to take seriously in my retirement years. I mentioned it before it was my fascination for the game of chess. Chess by itself is challenging and fun but something in it conflicts with my belief. It is probably alright to some but not for me.
Anyway I thought I mentioned it so others who are curious may not suspect something else.
With this said, I hope to write again about Christian life.
I hope you do too Ped. I think I tend to my Godspeeds appropriately as they stand at the pinnacle of our brother's approval. Your particullar candor pushes me in ways that gives me confidence for you in this direction. Do continue to be an inspiration!