When God told me many years ago I was going to write a book. I thought God who am I to write a book for you. God gave this vision going on 10 years. Nothing came to me, because he was not ready for it to be written. I always thought it to be a book about the abuse I endured when I was a child.
Little did I know he would take it a whole different direction. We are all children of God. So my imagination kept thinking of God taking me through this book as seeing through a child's eyes as a little child. He used Pastor Joe to show me what he exactly wanted.
Life is a daily walk with God...Putting him first before all we do. So busy in our daily live with our family, and each role we play in life. God wants us to put him first. To walk with him in all we do. I cant not imagine not walking with him, and just how lost I would be. So this is my walk with God.
My heavenly father chose a woman of no high standing in the world. Living a life with a husband, and 8 children. By no mean is my life easy. I have made some deep rooted mistakes in my life. I have a stubbornness about me that is like a mule. I like to have it my way, and complain if it is not my way.
I have to go before God not just daily, but quite often a couple times a day to seek forgiveness. God has given me grace by forgiving me. I live a life of righteousness through Jesus, not because I am righteous, but because he is....I have fallen so many times I can not count. Jesus goes before me, and bears the stripes for my sins.
I am constantly praying at my moment of the day. It seems like I never cease to pray. I see a car accident I pray. I am driving and God puts someone on my hart, I pray. Sometimes he even gives me a message for them. He has given me this gift called discernment. I have feelings, and I will text someone he tells me to. It will be a word for them at the time they need to hear from him.
Sometimes I am walking at the park praying, and God gives me photos t take. Stopping to see his glory in all that is around me. So of the p pictures I have taken are shockingly beautiful to me. Especially the one of the bees. I am standing before a honey suckle. With literally hundreds of busy little honey bees working hard to get what they need. I was in my mind thanking God for such a wondersous opportunity to see them working so hard. God showed me that day on How Christ worked so hard for me to get what I needed. Just like the honey the bees collected. I do nothing at all, and I am forgiven. God loves me, even when I fail. The honey bees work so hard to get the honey, and the outcome is absolute delicious honey.
I stood before the honey suckle and all those bees. God did not let one bee sting me, and there were hundreds of them. Every picture I took I had different bees in it. Trust in the Lord always and you can stand amongst the bees and enjoy God creation. To just stop in my life to take in God. God is in everything that we do, and see. Yet as humans we quite often don't take time to stop, and put him first. Seeing God in all of my surroundings. The good and the bad.