From experience as a Christian I wanted to be a singer but I can't sing. I wanted to preach but I do not know how . I do not want to handle finances etc....Sometimes I want to do things which I am not called to do.
How can I solve my dilemna ?
The answer came in a way when I thought about car fluids which have particular purpose in a car. Let's look at car fluids. They are gasoline, engine oil, transmission fluid, brake fluids, refrigerant, power steering fluid, coolant , grease etc. We know that we can not interchange these fluids. Each fluid have specific purposes and supposed to be in certain vessels or containers.
Perhaps the same with us in a church we have specific purposes.
Maybe when we find which "fluid" we are , then we can find our place.