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Words For All Regarding Children and Teens

We all have our lives to live in many different ways; and many of us can love children very much for their innocence, fun, laughs and so very much energy. But there is so much more to see regarding children that all adults are totally missing.


What I am saying is this, what have all the little ones worldwide ever done that's so wrong towards others and this world? Absolutely nothing, therefore they are totally innocent because they were brought into this world and did not come via answering an invitation. So where are their teachers of God, truth and righteousness according to the words of God?  They have none as it is written.


So the result is they all shall have to pay dearly because no children through history have ever been raised in the way that they should grow, therefore this world's society which we have today that has always been through all of history is one with very unstable roots of corruption spawned by greed, hate, lust, covetousness and egotistical pride that goes before destruction. And the evil of those in high places has always been the leader of this world and billions who are not corrupt but have just been deceived through the powers of the god of this world that shall bring the punishment of a very angry God upon this entire population in greater ways of horrors than have ever been or shall ever again be. And God tells you all, but you only believe the blind leading you because you don't even believe Him when he tells you that also. What a shame! Not for you, but for all the blinded children who are stuck in a vacuum or spinning vortex of world deception they have no control over other than the receiving end from their own peers and parents.


So how can we explain to children what their own will not who should be raising them according to God and not what man has taught them? All who believe will say that they are when God says totally different according to thy word is truth that none know, understand or believe.


How can we tell children the days will come when they will be say to their mothers,  where is the food and the water as they faint just as the injured men dying in the streets?


How can we possibly in any way tell the children who we love very much that with the horrors en route there will be a time when this worlds once greatest nation become a waste and desolation with cannibals that eat the flesh of their own children?



How do we tell our children that what God requires is us being different than most, different in ways that we believe what He tells all in His Book of Instruction called the Holy Bible that is either a dust collector for most or blindness to this world of religion that knows not love beyond the false words of man who has only the spirit of man that knows only fleshly things while the spiritual are as foolishness. 


 Were you aware. . . .


That it is the children who live as these children. . .


Within these huts that are away from this world today. . . .


That shall be the ones who survive best because they never had anything to lose?


When children, teens and their parents along with family and friends who believe in God have been removed from a society that is nothing but lies and confusion on roots so rotten and unstable that everything ever built upon them is crumbling whether it be city life. . . .

 Or in God's beautiful country. . . .


It matters not because those in the cities shall die by the sword while those in the country just pine away slowly from starvation. Lamentations 4:9


But those who have the wisdom to follow only God's lead can still become not of this world as they grow closer to God while teaching their children and exchanging what God has taught them with their brethren that do the same with the knowledge that God has given them to make a group of firstfruits in one accord who love each other as Christ loved us all rather than the fruitless that you can see well in this world of religious deception.


 It was four year ago that God placed me on this island in the southern pacific to remove me from the world just so that I was able to see religion as it truly is according to His words that none believe, and during the process of seeing a completely deceived world I have also came to very clearly see a world who says they believe, but knows not God in spirit and truth because they all have no love as it is written.  


God has chosen me because he knew that I would endure no matter how much hate with persecution came my way; and He knew that I would also endure through many sufferings through health, hunger and many other difficulties, and with that He knew that I would not only endure, but would only increase my faith in Him because of the very cold hearted world of the religions of man that know nothing of the love of Christ while living in a world of religion that only rejects God and follows man. Look what happened to Saul for rejecting God in 1 Samuel 15:26 while knowing that God never changes, so you can expect the same. 

So tell me please, do you want to be on the right track now for who you love with faith in God? 


 Or just be among the many when its too late?  With no where to run and no where to hide. . . 

. . . .while feeling as a fool, a shame and a disgrace as you watch your own have to die because of your foolish pride that goes before destruction. Proverbs 16:18


God is warning you, but Jeremiah, Ezekiel or any men of God have never been believed because those who hear have not God's Holy Spirit because they know not how to obey who created them; and because they know not love; therefore they know not God, for God is love. 1 John 4:7-8



All of God's creations are so magnificent that I still have not quite figured out how so many awesome beauties such as this photo below came out from the big bang. Human minds are just more foolish than words can describe, yet our loving God shall bring all to repentance in His own time because people know not what they do just as those who tortured our Lord before his crucifixion.


 Some take great appreciation just for the beauties of creation that are completely innumerable without ever giving thought of the master engineer who was the designer, therefore . . . . . . . few give credit through love in their hearts with worship in Spirit and Truth towards who created all things; and even fewer. . . .


Follow His instructions to become worthy of His kingdom. . . .


Which includes the eternal universe that was created to be inhabited. Isaiah 45:18


But because God is love, those without that same love shall never be apart of whats eternal, therefore as a Father who is a God of love must chastise and punish all according to what He can see in their hearts which show Him all things with nothing ever hidden including their hearts intent.  Therefore look very carefully at this photo to see where you are in the way that God sees you in this massive vine with many withered branches that have fallen because they have no fruits which can come only from abiding in the vine who is love without hate and persecution.


After all, did our lord persecute those who tortured and crucified Him?  No, instead He said the words. . ."Father forgive them; for they know not what they do. Now bare in mind that they were far worse than atheists, yet our Lord Jesus Christ asked the Father to forgive them.  So does that mean that a non believer with love who wants not to be as the haters and hypocrites in false churches will never be forgive for their non belief? Yet the persecutors within the buildings of man bare no fruits of love that all can see through their actions and words that has caused them to wither for the gathering to be burned in the great tribulation as God's punishment for disobedience; therefore it is not the burning in the grave because our Lord God who is a God of love is not a god of torture as this world of billions through the false teachings of man belittled Him as. 


The next time you worry about your worm that never dies, walk around doing a count on just how many of the billions saved are walking around with an eye plucked out because it sinned by delivering a lustful thought to the mind and they didn't want to be cast into the fires of hell.


Yesterday my wife and I rode on her scooter up towards the mountains on very rough stone and gravel road with deep trenches from heavy rains as my wife pointed towards a man walking who was blind; and he used no cane or anything held. So we continued on to where there were many plants for sale that sat out on the side of the road where we stopped.


As Mylene was looking at different plants the woman next door was just watching and also mentioning a few of hers. At any rate that's just the way is is here for people who sell items because they need the money so bad. Well my wife had picked out three plants. All that I had was 95 peso and what she bought came 55 peso, and for some reason I had felt very urged just to give the other woman a gift of 20 peso because that's just the way that I am, but for some reason I didn't. So we left with her carrying the three plants headed back home.


When back on the rough road we went past by the blind man again, and I said to my wife, lets give that man something. So we flipped around and went by his side and stopped.


The man was completely blind with his walking shoes being his feet as stone leather. His name was Alie Andrew and he was only 34 years old. I reached in my pocket for all that I had which was 40 peso. Mylene asked him when the last time he ate was and some rice the day before was the answer; and this man walks much long distances with only his feet for feelers and ears for sounds.  Through these years past there have been many that we have helped with the little that we have always had, in fact when ever God has helped us we have help others best as possible. 


If I was a billionaire my joys of life would be traveling ever nook of the world with my greatest joys coming from helping others; and because God knows what is built deeply in ones heart exactly the way that it truly is, that is how He chooses whom to use for His glory because He is a God of love.


So what use can He possibly have for a world of religious deception filled with hypocrites that have no love and completely unstable roots that will not hold?  Job chapter eight says so much, but as most all the words of God are not believed by who they have been written for such as this deceived world of religious deception.


At this time God is searching hearts for the few to be His firstfruits to reign with Christ, so those without love know Him not; and thy word is truth.


If you can't think of yourself, at least think of all the young ones while imagining your own shame just as all the blind leading the blind into their deaths shall suffer.



 You now need to look in spiritual ways at the weather in Matthew 16:2-3. Then the condition of America, the Illuminati and the world round about with the beginning of sorrows in Matthew 24:4-8. The goal of the Illuminati is in reducing the population on earth from 6.8 billion down to five hundred million, and God said the land would become without an inhabitant. When martial law comes and the boarders of the United States become closed, where do you want to be, within, or out and away from certain death with God's mercy as you grow closer to Him?  

Can be viewed here through Home if any photos are missing.

Wisdom or Foolishness 


 These are my other links.

The Times of the End Have Arrived 

The Beginning of the End 
What No One Can See 

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Words of Jesus Christ Few Understand

"Father, If thou be willing, remove this cup from me: nevertheless not my will, but thine be done.  And there appeared an angel unto him from heaven, strengthening him.  And being in an agony he prayed more earnestly: and his sweat was as if it were great drops of blood falling down to the ground. Luke 22:42-44


Our Lord Jesus Christ was very well aware in detail of the great suffering that was coming upon him; and it was so great that he even asked the Father to remove it from him while knowing that his great torture with great pain and much bloodshed was coming according to the will of his Father with no way out. But because of our Lord's great faith his Father there came so much compassionate mercy upon him that he sent an angel to give him the needed strength to endure. So in very great agony he prayed even harder with a great sweat as drops of blood falling to the ground.




Can you truly understand through God's Holy Spirit what our Lord is revealing to us all who seek only truth as silver and hid treasures?  According to the teaching and doctrines of man even they have no idea of the truth of God that is now being revealed to you, because if the shepherds did they would be teaching all of their flocks of the only way to become spiritually prepared for what is coming upon them all just as it came upon our Lord; and in truth they just have no idea what they just read because they think they know all things when actually knowing nothing at all because the wisdom of the spirit of man has no wisdom from the Holy Spirit of God. Therefore everything I speak through looking only to the Father as Christ in John 8:28 is as foolishness to the many whereas the few can see.


At this point I still have not shared with you the only way we can receive the same mercy that our Lord received from the Father; and if you were aware you would be one of the few rather than one the many.  


But what all shepherds do instead because of being led by unseen darkness they are not even aware of is teaching of a pre tribulation rapture that is completely false and how as the bride of Christ they have no worries along with just whatever they tell all of their sheep without teaching them all what they really need to know such as how Christ sees His bride as a harlot who is very unfaithful and disobedient. But milk fed babes can't understood what they have never been taught, and by their actions know not God according to His own words in 1 John 3:15-18, 4:7-8 that most all see only as just more foolishness; therefore they all continue in their walk of hateful  persecution while knowing not their Father; and thy word is truth to the few while being very foolish to the many.


Because God is love there is some strong meat coming to all in these end times for those who say that they believe in God; and the reason is no one has been taught what believing in God actually means through our hearts that tell God everything about us with our actions that He weighs along with the rejection of His word that we are all to live by.  Hebrews 5:14, Hebrews 4:12-13, 1 Samuel 2:3, 1 Samuel 15:25-26, Deuteronomy 8:3, Matthew 4:4, Luke 4:4


"For even hereunto were you called: because Christ also suffered for us, leaving us an example, that ye should follow his steps. 1 Peter 2:21


When one becomes a man of God they are totally alone in the world while delivering the messages that God directs; and we are alone because the devil who hates love, hates God and hates truth; therefore puts evil within all the hearts and minds of those without love towards their brethren because they know not God while wearing no armor to overcome the wicked one who has made their hearts so very cold with judgments and cruel words against those who have never harmed them, and that's just the way that the devil is, and extremely good at what he does, in fact so good that some who read these words are already hard at work in their minds for more words of destruction towards tearing down the author. 



And the closed minds which persecute us are all just apart of being a workman for God, so we pay no mind because we already know the many shall not hear while also being fully aware that the few still can, and that is who God is speaking to; therefore it is not the many who despise men of God such as Ezekiel that block our way or slow us down because everything in our life is exactly as it was written in John 15:18-20.


In other words men of God expect lies about them to be spread, yet who does those things know not what they do, so we just forgive them and continue our work; so those who believe what's not true have been deceived, and those who seek God in Spirit and Truth through their hearts and actions are of the few. 


So its the few that God's chosen are seeking whom God shall have mercy on just as He did our Lord Jesus Christ" if only you just hear and act on His words of truth. You really all need to give some serious thought with prayer if you believe in God and want His mercy just as was given Shadrach, Meshach and Abed-nego because those three men of God have the most valuable lesson for all to learn in Daniel chapter three verses eight through 30, but they are never taught directly towards you as you being them with the fiery furnaces becoming hotter than ever once again. 


These are some very powerful words for only the few because they are as a reflection of our Lord Jesus Christ who is the"word"; and through all of thy word is truth are teachings that we all shall need to endure the great tribulation that the "many" are not taught by man or improperly taught because if they knew truth they would all be quite aware of thy word is truth within a world of religious deception that can see not nor can they hear God's Spirit of Truth because they have all been deceived through the false counterfeit spirit that has deceived this whole world other than God's little flock in Luke 12:32


Because Christ knew this was coming with no way out. . . .


Our Lord has taught us all many lessons through His words of truth that shepherds never teach their congregations; and if truth was taught this entire world would not be a world of religious deception with nothing other than the confusion through the god of this world as the prince and power of the air which leads all children of God in disobedience, therefore none are in any way worthy through obedience to receive the mercy of God, therefore great suffering with great pain and agony as torture with much shed blood is rapidly approaching in theses end times to strike millions and hundreds of millions who are completely unprepared mentally while being without the Spirit of God and His mercy that when lacking we cannot survive; and the extreme anguish of many shall be spread over many years that as time passes while only becoming  more and more unbearable as those in the Holocaust along with great sufferings worldwide that have always been.


Again I tell you clearly that Christ knew exactly what was going to happen to Him, yet because of His love that He left us all in a commandment that we are to follow He suffered beyond words for us all, yet in actions we all love our Lord only in words that the Father sees in our hearts with nothing hid. Read what happened to Saul in 1 Samuel 15:26 for rejecting God and expect the same because God never changes.



When an individual is not of this world all they can see is the hate, suffering and blindness of all in one very deceived world; and the more we learn from God the more that we can see which as our reward only brings on more persecution from false brethren who have no idea of the meaning of the word love is because all they can think of is what kind of ammunition they can use for there coming attacks that only keep them far from the knowledge of the holy because our God of love has absolutely no association with hate. 


"Behold, the eye of the Lord is upon them that fear him, upon them that hope in his mercy; To deliver their soul from death, and to keep them alive in famine. Psalms 33:18-19


Only when you become not of this world through trusting God through his every word while knowing that he is not the author of confusion can you begin in gaining the fear of the Lord which is the beginning of wisdom : and knowledge of the holy is understanding.  Proverbs 9:10 And no matter how bad the battles of life may be with all of the squeezes from persecution, we fight the fight that we have already won because we are not of this world while looking at things that cannot be seen.



 But if you remain within the congregations of man in the buildings of man you shall only remain as one of the many in the broad way which leadeth to destruction. Matthew 7:13, or the many on milk of the word Hebrews 5:13 or the many who see only foolishness 1 Corinthians 2:14 or the many who put confidence in man Psalms 118:8.


And never forget that with God there is only truth with no confusion, but man has always been nothing but shame and confusion; therefore if you remain a student of God through man, confusion is all that you shall receive. 1 Corinthians 14:33, Jeremiah 3:25  But if you come directly to only God as a very hard working miner, only He will become your only teacher. Proverbs 2:4-6, Isaiah 28:9, Proverbs 9:10


The absolute fact of the entire matter regarding spiritual education is that man can teach you absolutely nothing other that what the spirit of man possesses which is only the flesh whereas God can teach you the fear of the Lord that most don't even really know the meaning of or what the fear of the Lord actually is; therefore have know knowledge of how to even acquire what they know nothing of. 


Christ through thy word is truth has clearly told us all what is coming upon every human being on earth; and through prophecy the United States of America is nearing the beginning of sorrows as written in Matthew 24:4-8 which is going to be the beginning downfall of the worlds most powerful nation that shall result in the greatest time of trouble that has ever been anywhere at any time on this planet since the beginning, and Habakkuk had a very great burden because he saw it coming; and so do I in very great ways.  And its great fall is written all throughout the words of God, yet man teaches man so much rubbish that is actually believed that absolutely nobody is ready for the coming collapse; and absolutely nothing is by accident because God has always known all things and even has allowed Satan who He created to do what he was created for; and that's just something so important that its completely unknown and untaught with just the thought being more foolishness to the many who are the spiritually blind in this world of deception.   


Are you ready and fully prepared to deal with all that comes with the ruins of war?



Can you handle the starvation? The pestilence? The prisons? The beatings? The rapes? The tortures and the living horrors of just never knowing when your own time to die will come? or how it will come and how you will die? Do you feel that you are prepared to live within a society where there is no law with only death and destruction as the ruler that will bring only a final waste and desolation to the point where there in no longer an inhabitant within the borders of America?  God says the land will become desolate. Ezekiel 6:14 and all throughout the words of God that are never properly planted for your well being; and that is why I write to you all because I care. 



 When the blind lead the blind, none know where they are all going until they go over the edge and end up in the ditches of death with no way out. And our author of thy word is truth with no confusion tells all who believe only truths that none believe because they are not taught through the doctrines of man; and what they are taught makes the word none affect in their life along with the lives of the many in the billions who hear and associate with the doctrines and traditions of man; and Mark 7:6-13 makes that very clear, but man always changes the direction and meanings of God's truth directed at you all today, therefore you have become very blind to thy word is truth. 


When God said in Revelation 12:9 that Satan would deceive this whole world, were those words of confusion from God who is not the author of confusion? Its time to examine yourself with the words of God while ignoring the persecutors as I do so that you have no obstructions to bar you from thy word is truth.  


Lets make the end of this writing something for those who believe that anyone who does not believe in Christ as those who will burn in hell for all of eternity. And now I have been reduced to a kindergarten class because all who read are still babes without knowledge of the Holy God; and He tells why, but the words of God are the last thing they believe because they are all led by man who is led by the god of this world who is a very professional father of lies that has hid the truth of God from a whole world who has been deceived.


If what was done to Christ was done to you. . . .



 How would you feel towards all those who laughed at you, spit on you, punched you, hated you and mocked you?  I seriously ask you this question. You look hard at our Lord and just really try to think as hard as you possibly can just how much He truly suffered for us all.


In this photo of our Lord below follows some of the most important words for all to know that have never been taught. 


And being made perfect, he became the author of eternal salvation unto all them that obey him. And to know the love of Christ, which passeth knowledge, that ye might be filled with the fulness of God. But what none have even been taught is "He that loveth not knoweth not God; for God is love.

 Hebrews 5:9  Ephesians 3:19 1 John 4:8


God chooses those who have so much love in their hearts for all people of all cultures all over this planet because they know that it's not the fault of an individual for what they were born into. So we have a world where everybody hates everybody that can clearly be seen through world atrocities that go back to the beginning.  


Would you not consider those who tortured our Lord with great pleasures and joy non believers, atheists, Christ haters and vicious murderers that should be condemned to everlasting hell burning in the tortures of god?  Look at the lips of our Lord and ask yourself if you are aware of some of His words when growing close to His final end of being crucified.  


If you were who was on that cross and it was you who had been tortured all night long and it was you in great pain and agony, what would your words be towards all who scourged you to the bone while laughing as your blood ran in streams from your body?  


Our Lord has so much love that without it we can never know Him in Spirit and Truth, and He spoke these words. . . 


"Father, forgive them; for they know not what they do. Luke 23:34


Show me the where in thy word is truth where those who did not believe in Christ that murdered him are burning in hell when Christ speaks these words. . . .


"For the Father Judges no man, but hath committed all judgment unto the son. And hath given him authority to execute judgment also, because he is the son of man.  John 5:22, 27


Christ had already judged those who scourged, beat, tortured and crucified Him before he was even dead; and His judgment was not for them to perish, but forgiveness because they knew not what they were doing just as atheists know not just as the many in this world of religious deception who say they believe know not what they are doing to themselves through rejection of God through complete disobedience. 


Seek God while He still can be found because soon He will laugh at all of your calamities while mocking when your fear comes because you would not hear His words. Proverbs 1:22-32 is for you all today {soon} because tomorrow {time past} will be to late.  

I am your brother in Christ and we are all of the same body, therefore we need each other just as the foot cannot work without the ankle or the hand without the wrist, and we can only ourselves know what God gives us, so in one accord with love and God's Spirit, we as different body parts need each other to combine wisdom and knowledge of the Holy which is understanding; and the buildings of man worldwide that are in division without God's Holy Spirit cannot be as one. And that my brethren is why at this time God is searching only for the few who overcome the god of this world so as to reign with Christ in the millennium. Isaiah 9:6-7, Revelation 5:10

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A Message from God

What’s written below that came to me 8 months ago shall be seen as foolish words to the many in this deceived world of religion because the religions of man are not of God, yet there are the few who understand comparing spiritual things with spiritual because they have no affiliation with the spirit of man that has not the Spirit of God; but the many in the billions who say they believe and love our Lord cannot even give him the honor of following his instruction as thy word is truth that we all have been commanded to live by.  So because they all believe not thy word is truth, they don’t believe His charge against all without love as ungodly murderers, so they laugh at God, plead innocent with their own minds ignore God and walk away while condemning, judging, hating and working to destroy any who are not of the same congregation of scorpions. And the persecution bothers me not in the least because my Lord has clearly told me exactly the way that my life would be, so by faith I am doing excellent and applaud all the hate from a world of religious lip love without one single action that pleases God; and when He is laughing at your calamities you may just begin to awake.


This is a message from the Holy Spirit.

"You are much blessed and loved of God for you not only preach my word but live on it as your very own nourishment and life depends on it. For it is not by bread alone shall man live, but from ever word of God. My Son remember my words that I have called you into my body as my beloved bride. I know the harm those did you while claiming to be mine they did dishonor me and profane my name before you by rejecting the words of truth you spoke to them. But remember there are still people whom I have gathered and chosen as my inheritance and it would be best for you my Son for i want you to be continually in the fellowship of true believers. I will send you out led by my Spirit to a place where people gather who truly follow and obey my words as instructed. Just listen to the still small voice after the fire and the storm as my holy prophet Elijah had done. And when you hear my still small voice you will hear me direct you to a place where you may fellowship for this is my will for you as my bride and body in which I dwell. I love thee with and everlasting love and have drawn thee with loving kindness. You are forever my inheritance. My peace I leave with you my peace I give unto you. Not as the world giveth give i unto you. Let not your heart be troubled or afraid. For this is the calling i have placed on you to be at perfect peace and rest. Behold i am coming quickly and my sword is with me to divide judgment and justice to the nations and bring the kingdom of God finally to men so that peace on earth and good will to men will reign. And that is Yeshua Hamaschiack Jesus Christ the Messiah. I have redeemed thee and set you apart and you will be a golden pillar of faith in my temple. For you never disowned me before men and did always honor me as was commanded. So thus you will receive and inheritance with the mighty. For it is God alone who giveth men strength. The flesh profits nothing. Go in peace and fulfill my command when you receive instruction. Thus saith the Lord of Hosts who sits above the hosts of heavens who eyes are like a fiery furnace that pierces into mans deepest thought's and intent. And i have found you lacking only in the fellowship of the brethren ,but soon that will be remedied as in my servant you know as randy."

End message


This is the message the Holy Spirit gave me to you


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Response too---In Response to "Roads of Life---Who is beheaded---Who is not---Atheists in Godís Wrath, but still saved."


An atheist by definition is one who does not believe in God. Is that correct? Does not John 3:16 tell us that those who do not perish and have everlasting life are those who fall in the category of "whosoever believe"? Would you say that this is correct? If that is so, how can you say that atheists are also saved? 

Hello Ernst,

When working for God thy word is truth, but those who have been taught by the uncountable religions of man worldwide all have different doctrines, traditions, spirits and beliefs that all are lacking thy word is truth in subjects from a to z.

When it comes to salvation that’s eternal, we must look only to who being made perfect became the author of eternal salvation unto all them that obey Him. Hebrews 5:9

In my last writing according to thy word is truth, those who have not love can not know God, Therefore when He says that this whole world has been deceived, there are billions of Christians and believers that don’t believe Him just as they have no understanding of the few, the many, the lake of fire, the grave and the resurrections or outer darkness.

When a man of God begins writing about God and His truths others fail to see, it will be as long as He directs until He says to stop. So let’s begin and see where we go because with God as our lead we just never know.

First of all are the words in John 3:16 that everyone thinks they know when in truth few even fully understand them, because if all who claim to believe that call themselves Christian would be either anointed or followers of Christ; and as brethren always in one accord with no division and willing to lay their lives down for each other while only having their affections on things above and not of this world.

The few as part of 1 Corinthians 2:13 will understand what I just wrote, but the many in verse 14 will see only foolishness.

Le’ts get back to those saved and eternal salvation; so again I write Paul’s inspired words that are a must so all can see what thy word is truth speaks.

“And being made perfect, he became the author of eternal salvation unto all them that obey him. Hebrews 5:9

Thus far in my near twenty years with God these past four years have been the hardest years of my life, yet they have also been the greatest years that I have ever had because of my faith that has only endured and grown with an unquenchable thirst for always more just as God as my heartbeat with always a need for more blood which are His words that I strive live by.

The first main part of these words needs to be on believers; and when Christ speaks these words He is speaking to the many in this deceived world who are in the broad way which leadeth to destruction.

“And why call ye me Lord, Lord, and do not the things which I say? Luke 6:46

Now what does Hebrews 5:9 say regarding obedience? And what does Matthew 7:13 say of the many in the wide gate?

In my last writing I made these words clear but need to add even more because they are talking to Children of God who know Him not; and he even calls His children murderers who have not eternal life abiding in them.

I have had about four years now of continuous murder from a world of false brethren, yet its because the god of this world who is hate has taken the love from all of their hearts because he knows that God is love.

I could spend another twenty hours just writing about hearts and love, but all that children of God need to know that is without following their head they shall die without mercy in the great tribulation, but they all shall still be in the second resurrection.

When God says this whole world would be deceived He meant this whole world. So we have a world of religious deception that follows not their head and a world of non believers because they are on the outside seeing a huge business organization filled with hypocrites, liars, catholic homosexuals while knowing that the same is happening in all the religions of man all over this world, and then naturally with the devil as their lead all they see is contradictions in the words of God and have no understanding. . .but church people have none either, because if they did they would know that in God is no darkness; and the religions of man all over this entire planet are nothing but confusion with disagreements while living in total disobedience to their creator.   

Let’s read what else our Lord has to say for all of God’s children to hear on this matter of salvation because the word is for them and not the world that reads not and believes not as those who know not God just as billions today who say they believe but follow not their head and have no love as commanded will also perish in the great tribulation, yet they are still saved, just not for the kingdom during the millennium but shall be in the second resurrection.

To be in spirit is to see our Milky Way with billions upon billions of stars that each have a name while knowing that its immense size is but a neutron, proton or electron within the nucleus of an atom which is about one hundred thousandth of the size of a tiny strand of hair, so when we look to God we just see all things differently that trying to explain requires the hearer to look to God through their Head Jesus Christ not in words but in faith while having the love for others that I have seen very little of in for years.

In Job our Lord speaks of hypocrites; and to those with the mind of Christ the words are very plainly seen in the congregations throughout the world today because God is love and our Lord who is suppose to be our Head is love who left us with a new commandment in John 13:34 that we must obey if we want the tree of life. Revelation 22:14.

There in just no end to the words of God that the religions of this world know nothing of, so if the saved with glaciers for hearts don’t know God through His own words in 1 John 4:7-8 and are murderers with no compassion that makes then unworthy of eternal life while abiding in death as written in 1 John 3:14-18---these all were the billions who claimed to be saved and know God while rejecting Him----and if you read of how Saul rejected God you will see that God will also reject all who reject him. I Samuel chapter 15 is a lesson for us all who desire only the Spirit of God as our teacher.  

In Psalms 1:6 Thy word is truth reads. . . .”For the Lord knoweth the way of the righteous, but the way of the ungodly shall perish.

So again I ask you who are the many in Matthew 7:13 and the few in verse 14 when we live within a deceived world?  Who is God’s little flock that He will give the kingdom to? They are the firstfruits as the rest of the world who are ungodly shall perish. But because God is love there shall be a second resurrection after the thousand year millennium to give all a chance who never knew God.

Lets say that you know someone saved that either has no love for brethren, or committed adultery, or puts confidence in the doctrines and traditions of man that make His word of no affect in their lives verses an atheist who just does not believe---but there is one difference in the saved one and the atheist that all need to see as God sees.

The non believer only sees the way of religious hypocrites and wants no part of any god that has a people like that to worship Him because the non believer has a heart of gold that reaches out to help others in great ways because they really care for others from their hearts through actions and not just words and the tongue, and because God is love that pleases Him very much because they have the kind of heart that He searches for.

Let’s look from another direction.

In 2 Samuel chapter 24 David committed a sin against God and was given a choice of three punishments, and from the one that he chose through his faith slew seventy thousand men. Were all those men upright and righteous that believed in God? Or just what do today’s believers think or what are they all taught regarding the billions that go back to the beginning that never knew God? Are they all burning in a hell or the mind that’s the grave?

David was a man after God’s own heart, yet he committed adultery with a married woman and them planned a pre meditated murder of her husband Uriah who was a brave and dedicated soldier in his army, and Psalms 51 was his prayer of repentance.

So what about a non believer who has never harmed anyone?  

“I form the light, and create darkness: I make peace, and create evil. I the Lord do all these things. Isaiah 45:7

“Assemble yourselves and come; draw near together, ye that are escaped of the nations: they have no knowledge that set up thy wood of their graven image, and pray unto a god that cannot save.

“Tell ye, and bring them near; who hath declared this from ancient time? Who hath told it from that time? Have not I the Lord? And there is no God else beside me; a just God and a Saviour; there is none beside me.

“Look unto me, and be ye saved, all the ends of the earth: For I am God , and there is none else.

“I have sworn by myself, the word is gone out of my mouth in righteousness, and shall not return, That unto me every knee shall bow, every tongue shall swear.                   Isaiah 45:20-23

Are not those who set up thy wood of their graven images and pray to an imaginary god also non believers? Has God cast them into their graves?  Did not God say look unto me and be saved?

Let’s have look at the inspired words of Paul.

“Who hath saved us, and called us with an holy calling, not according to our works, but according to his own purpose and grace , which was given in Christ Jesus before the world began. 2 Timothy 1:9

God who has always been with no beginning and no end who knows not time or distance gave us all a free gift with a promise before the world was even created just as He created Lucifer and knew what he would do and just as He created Jeremiah and knew what he would do; and He also gave this whole world salvation because He already knew what Christ would do, so God who has always been knows all things and is a God of mercy when the time comes after individuals learning so much from evil that when Satan has finally been removed as the god of this world the teaching of survivors during the millennium won’t have the evil spirit from the prince and power of the air leading all in disobedience, and in the times after the second resurrection there will be no Satan but only a way of life through the government of God based on love.

If all that one did was just take the meaning of believe in depth, there would be over three billion believers of God that were completely unworthy of being saved, and the fact is that without love we can’t even know God; and for years all that I have seen is hypocrites that our Lord Jesus Christ described well to me through John 15:18-20.

When it comes to the words from our Father of Glory there is no end, and you have already somewhat labeled me as some off balance creature that knows not my right from my left. But that’s okay because I can love you much because you are the only person on this planet that stays in contact with me and asks questions, and with sincerity I do appreciate it.

Today was another fifteen hours for God just as every day, and when I finally lay down He is still there, and when I sleep He types thought in my mind for the next day; and that is my whole life with faith that pleases God because there most certainly is no love to be found within this world of religious deception that knows not God by His own words that all have been made blind to.

I was prompted to write these words.

“All the ends of the world shall remember and turn to the Lord: and all the kindreds of the nations shall worship before thee. For the kingdom is the Lord’s: and He is the governor among nations.  Psalms 24:27-28

We are into the final decade of the human race with man ruling man; and with that we are in the midst of a deceived world; and as tensions in the Middle East grow such as in Korea with huge arsenals of nuclear, biological and chemical weapons in very unstable hands worldwide including terrorists, the beginning of sorrows is approaching. And with that come the prophecy of these end times and how the people of religion have been so deceived because they are not one with God, but rather just led by the false doctrines of man that shall lead them all into believing the antichrist is the real Christ.

Time to shut down.

May our Lord be with you all in Spirit and Truth.

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Faith means to learn what you have never been taught because "Thy Word is Truth" and man leaves out the most valuable word that you need to know.

There was a master craftsman that was just so impeccable in all that he did that there were no words to describe his flawless talent that could be seen through such precise precision in all things about him that would just automatically become most easily understood through his extreme dedication which was as the vision of a massive mountain polished diamond in the rays of the sun setting into crystal blues of ocean waters with magnificent lines of glowing colors with angles, reflections and illustrious  shapes that go far beyond what our minds can even begin describe in revealing its intricate beauties only possible through a great creator; and he was a man so unique with so much love for others that he wanted to share his wisdom with anyone who genuinely wanted to learn through their own actions supported by diligent efforts through taking his offer as their hearts lead with “no obstructions” that would cause improper learning with works on an unstable foundation to hold what they wanted so badly; and the greatest part of his wisdom that he wants to share is that no matter how much one may know without that needed foundation being properly built that requires full obedience to their Master Builder, they in truth know absolutely nothing and possess what’s no more than a false understanding. 



Faith is taking these words from our teacher directly into our minds and very deep into our hearts as words from him who loves us rather that lifting ourselves through pride that goes before destruction with a haughty spirit before a fall. Proverbs 16:18



There is a way that seemeth right unto a man, but the end thereof are the ways of death. Proverbs 14:12, 16:25



Now if you were an individual that saw this mans wonders through faith and truly with your heart wanted to become as an assistant within his government {Revelation 5:10} through learning all that he had to share through the gain of wisdom and knowledge which was understanding of the only true God-----would not you do everything that He instructed in faith while knowing that swaying in anyway other than what he teaches you will only cause your roots to not hold in the coming storms of massive proportions with sufferings that go beyond the mind of man?  Do you not want security from God for yourself and all of your loved ones?



For any individual that wants to duplicate perfection they must have complete faith in who is instructing them “with absolutely zero obstructions within your pathway”; and that is because when it comes right down to the craftsmanship of something very unique and constructed through heartfelt actions that only wants to please the Father just as the mind of our teacher with works of excellency that were done in the highest quality possible through perseverance with patience; and for us as humans that includes mistake and error while always seeking only correction to be always at our best as one who has enabled themselves to overcome all of the negative trials that lead into being an individual who becomes as a firstfruit in the Kingdom of God. .



And if you were aware that you now had the opportunity to just become one of his private students. . . .



“Whom shall he teach knowledge? And whom shall he make to understand doctrine? Them that are weaned from the milk, and drawn from the breasts”.  Isaiah 28:9



. . . .Would you not take that offer as just being the greatest event as an honor that could ever possibly happen in your lifetime with nothing to ever surpass?  Would you not always be looking to your master, king, Lord and teacher for everything in every way while knowing that there are but only two foundations? One with the many of this world with their house built upon sand and the few that are not of this world with their house built upon a rock in spiritual ways the many understand not while seeing as only foolishness. 1 Corinthians 2:14



Those who have never been taught that without love they cannot know God are still milk fed because according to God’s own words which you will come to within this writing that you will prove all things.



 The highest qualities of anything can only come from everything being in perfect order concerning life, actions, mind and spirit because when anything is out from the order of righteousness that he as our Master teaches there will always be flaws that we see not, but the master sees all things and will reveal them because many think that no one will see or we feel very self righteous even though we are not fulfilling the words of our teacher that speak without confusion these very strong words that this world of religion does not do; and therefore is building on only sand.



“And being made perfect, he became the author of eternal salvation unto all them that obey him; and thy word is truth” Hebrews 5:9, John 17:17



Yet with only those two verses we live within a world that has been completely deceived because none obey our teacher and none believe his every word. Therefore wide is the gate and broad is the way that leadeth unto destruction; and many there be which go in thereat.



Now do you believe those words? Do you know who the many are and do you know who are the few? Do you have the faith to trust only in our Lord the Master Builder that loves you enough to just do what he says without ever questioning him even though you may not understand? Do you have the faith in knowing that all your needs, wants and desires will be answered if God sees within your heart what he is searching for? Do you know what God looks for in all hearts?



God looks for himself to be the first priority in your heart which allows him to become the lead of your life; and because God is love, you will also have that love with no other gods before him; and when he is your lead it will be because you have matured into having the mind of Christ in knowing that you can do nothing yourself; and because Christ looks to his head which is the Father while we are looking to our head which is Christ; we all become as one led by only God’s Holy Spirit and not the spirit from the god of this world who is the prince and power of the air that works in all of God’s children of disobedience.



It’s time to look and see what faith really, truly and genuinely is; and remember, God is not the author of confusion, thy word is truth, and man has always been shame and confusion, so now is the time for you to show our Lord that your words of love towards him are true; and the only way you can do that is through unwavering faith that fully obeys and never questions.



This whole world has been deceived.


He that loves not brethren is a murderer.


The doctrines of man make the “word” none affect in all who putconfidence in man.


Christ left us all examples we are to follow; and the religions of man worldwide follow themselves and have no head to direct them; and they are the teachers of billions.


Because God is love, anyone that has not love for others in deeds knows not God.


Christ made a new commandment that we are to love each other as he loved us.


He who does not all God’s commandments will receive no blessings for the tree of life.


Do you believe thy word is truth? Or just everything unknown to you out of context?


“He that keepeth  the commandment keepeth his own soul; but he that despises his ways shall die. Proverbs 19:16



How much do you really love our Lord? Enough to have faith in his every word that we are to live by?  Or just enough faith to believe in him while doing the things that man teaches which make all that he teaches worthless as having absolutely no affect in your life as a believer?  Our Lord who is the “word” tells us all those words, but man changes their direction and meaning just as most all of “thy word is truth” in ways that sound good and feel good through very wealthy preachers who are leading billions into their own blood-shed, yet the billions believe man because they know not God in “His Spirit of Truth”----yet think that they do---but by looking to only him and thy word is truth---only truth can be found because there is no confusion of man.



“In all thy way acknowledge him, and he shall direct thy paths”-----What our Lord has just told you through his love means just as it is written; and that means in all that we do, think, write or speak must be done through faith in thy word is truth with absolutely no trust in man. I want to write a very important verse from the “word of God”, but cannot until I write a different verse that will tell who understands and who understands not the words of our Lord that I have been directed to write. And that is the here a little and there a little in Isaiah 28; and that is because the here a little and there a little are the only way that the words of God can be properly understood just as an erector set takes all kinds of different pieces to properly build on a rock.



Let’s just start with the first words from the “word” who is thy word is truth and go from there wherever our Lord leads.



“Beloved, let us love one another: for love is of God; and every one that loveth is born of God, and knoweth God.  “Are you born again”?  Let’s find out through “thy word is truth”


“He that loveth not knoweth not God; for God is love.  1 John 4:7-8


Where you aware that in those two verses that you just read are the key to ----


“The fear of the Lord is the beginning of wisdom: and the knowledge of the holy is understanding as written in Proverbs 9:10?


Let us as brethren and sisters in Christ make the assumption that there is nothing that you want, desire or need more in your entire life other than the ability as a gift from God to actually understand him. So through his words of truth that I am only sharing with you--- a very strong shovel is placed within your grip; and you began to dig; and as you dig all that’s involved is faith, very hard labor, obstacles and just one extremely hard job that requires a non-stop effort because you are seeking something very precious and hard to find such as silver and hid treasures that can only be located in the deepest and most difficult to get to locations that can never be found without God’s Spirit for your lead and what he allows you to find; therefore if we have not love, obedience with patience and strong endurance through faith, what we are seeking can never be found because God will not be there to assist us in our struggle.


At this point we are ready for that verse, so says my mind, but wait because God says different as in another here a little and there a little needed for you to understand the verse that I wanted to write in the beginning. The “word” spoke saying----


“Well hath Esaias prophesied of you hypocrites, as it is written, This people honoureth me with their lips, but their heart is far from me.  Mark 7:6


“Wherefore the Lord said, Forasmuch as this people draw near me with their mouth, and with their lips do honor me, but have removed their heart far from me, and their fear towards me is taught by the precept of men.  Isaiah 29:13


Now I really want to write the verse that has to do with all believers in God and our Lord Jesus Christ, but still can’t because more here a little and there a little is required before you can understand spiritually because I know nothing myself.


In the verse that you just read, who is the teacher of the fear of the Lord? Men; and who does God say the teacher of the fear of the Lord is? Remember the very strong shovel placed within your grip?  Ready for that most important verse? Not yet because we need six verses more of the here and there to boost your spiritual understanding, because without the words of God all that leaves is confusion in a world of religious deception.


“My son, if thou wilt receive my words, and hide my commandments with thee; So that thou incline thine ear unto wisdom, and apply thine heart to understanding; yea, if thou criest after knowledge, and liftest up thy voice for understanding; If thou seekest her as silver, and searchest for her as hid treasures; Then shalt thou understand the fear of the Lord, and find the knowledge of God. For the Lord giveth wisdom: and out of his mouth cometh knowledge and understanding”. Proverbs 2:1-6


I really wanted to write all of chapter two, and then the whole book of Proverbs because it is one of the best and most informative books in the entire Bible for giving instruction and answering questions. So with that note, let’s move on.


The words of God that you read in Mark and Isaiah, all religious people of today in the buildings of man with the teachings of man or even their own self teachings which they feel are much superior are all nothing but lost in darkness with their own minds as their lead; and that is what the words of God say; and they nor any religious people who say they love our Lord believe all the words of our Lord that we have all been commanded to live by. In fact most will say that those words through Mark and Isaiah are out of context, yet those who speak those words have no love which clearly shows all through their fruits of hate; therefore how can any who know not God make the decision of what God says to the few who can understand?


 I am now up to five pages of words and still cannot write the most important verse because there has not yet been placed before you enough here a little and there a little words of God with explanation.


What have you gained thus far?


God is love, so when you have not love for others, you knoweth not God; therefore even if you spend 24 hours a day in the words of God for an entire lifetime, but have not love, you still know not God; and thy word is truth; therefore man can teach you nothing; and that is why if you are not as a miner hard at work in spiritual ways twenty four hours of each day, you will find nothing, and I say again that if you have no love your labor. it is in vain because God is love.


I stay in prayer while looking only to our Father for words to speak because there are so many of His words that without Him all that would come is confusion, and I am here not to confuse, but to reveal what man cannot and does not teach that means the rock or the sand upon which you are building upon.  


Now has come the time for the verse I have been wanting to write from the start, but the one verse has become as four because without the here a little and there a little they could not become as one from the new and old testaments combined.


“If ye were of this world, the world would love his own: but because ye are not of this world, but I have chosen you out of the world, therefore the world hateth you. Remember the word that I said unto you, The servant is not greater than his lord. If they have persecuted me, they will also persecute you; if they have kept my saying, they will keep yours also. But all these things will they do unto you for my name’s sake, because they know not Him that sent me. And thou son of man, be not afraid of them, neither be afraid of their words, though briers and thorns be with thee, and thou dost dwell among scorpions: be not afraid of their words, nor be dismayed at their looks, though they be a rebellious house. And thou shalt speak my words unto them, whether they hear, or whether they will forbear: for they are most rebellious. John 15:19-20, Ezekiel 2:6-7



Thy word is truth has just told all who know God that the religious people in the buildings of man today that know not love do not know Him as God Almighty that sent Jesus Christ other than words of love from their lips with precepts taught by man that man is fully incapable of teaching; and that is why you have the shovel to dig with as you seek silver and search for hid treasures; but without love even your time is in vain because God refuses to know them that have not love. And in all religious web sites I have received much hate and judgment with great slander from the many, and glory to God because that is the way it was written, but what is so sad is that all who profess to love our Lord while hating brethren are seen as murders; and will have entrance into the tree of life. 1 John 3:15, Revelation 22:14



As a devoted man of God I do as my Lord directs with trust in only Him and not man, and just as any human being I have made mistakes through the past including writings that may not be perfect as the scorpions, yet I do as God says and pay no mind to their words or looks because it is not man that can supply my needs.


I have been banned from two Christian websites, greatly slandered in others and just ignored in all others, but because narrow is the way which leadeth unto life, and few there be that find it, all that I do is help to direct the few with love in their hearts that pleases God; and those will He show his mercy for their needed strength to survive spiritually in the coming great tribulation because he is pleased with their hearts. Hebrews 4:12-13, Romans 9:14-24



And without love you will not understand because God who can be our only teacher is a God of love; and it has taken me near 20 years to learn just how blind this whole world of the religions of man truly is through the past four years of seeing no love in others according to the words of God that we are to live by. . . .But never man because man chooses self without doing as the word directs while seeing them selves as extremely righteous as they tear down others through their love that they feel does God a service when they don’t even know what they are doing to others and themselves by leaving examples of judgment and hate for all to see.   



The love of Christ was so great that after all of the tortures, pain and much shed blood he said. . . .”Father forgive them; for they know not what they do. Like 23:34



There is no love to be found that equals the love of Christ anywhere within this world whether it be in the buildings of man that are controlled by unseen darkness or the Internet with the same counterfeit spirit of deception; therefore I choose the life of a workman for God that has nothing while having so much more than the many in this deceived world.



My final note is on the “obstructions” that were marked in the first and third paragraphs of this writing because if it becomes lack of love you have already lost the battle because you can never come to know God, but if you commit others sins. . . .



“And above all things have fervent charity {love} among yourselves: for charity shall cover the multitude of sins. 1 Peter 4:8



Can you not feel the extreme depth and importance of love to God? Without it we cannot know Him, but with it for others genuinely deep in our hearts that He searches and knows, just having it in truth shall cover a multitude of our sins. Selah



May God have mercy on you by what he can see within your heart to just reach out to anyone anywhere at anytime whether it be in your own family, a neighbor, an elderly down the street who only fights to survive or just a child who has nothing, just do it for God and do it through prayer because this world is filled with charities and uncountable other so called needs that are only very corrupt. Therefore I ask for nothing other than you to please God because I want to see His mercy on as many as possible while He can still be found. . . .because when the levies break there will be a famine in the land, not a famine of bread, nor a thirst for water, but of hearing the words of the Lord. Amos 8:11



And the Lord is my life, so all the hate, lies, persecution and slander that come my way I already knew would because thy word is truth. 




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A man in another site launched his attack as me being a wolf in sheepís clothing, and it was ezekiel in my last writing

---so I spent some time on these words while acknowledging our Father so that He would direct my paths; and perhaps also give some thought you also many have against me something to think about. And these questions came from a man here in true2ourselves so it was just a good time for a combination to answer and provide defense with God as my advisor.


I just wanted to reach out to you and thank you for sharing your thoughts with this online community. I have read many of your posts and I agree with some of your views. Thanks for sharing the pictures of you and your wife in the Philippines. I have some questions concerning who you are. would you be kind to share with me and this online community your name, and what brought you to the Philippines? 


Because I had really no life of any kind in America with nothing to hold me and a very strong desire to come to know God in ways words cannot describe----It was Him as God Almighty that just made the way for me to get a one way ticket from Chicago’s O’Hare to where I have been for the past four years and in His training. And I know of what I have just written because of the all the many ways that I tried to leave here just to get back to America or anywhere in the world doing about any kind of work just to earn some money that I needed. First the US Embassy was no help at all, and for about two years all I wanted from them was a flight back to America; and they even had the stipulation of taking my passport until I repaid them. So in other words if I wanted to ever return to my wife here I would have to pay them for the flight. But they just never did a thing. In 2005 I worked in Iraq; and because I am a welder and had experience working with the US Army I put in over 700 separate job requests through KBR, but to no avail. I was also hired for a position in the Caribbean via Internet and had filled out all the paper work as was set to go, but the owner of the company just changed his mind. I had also offered myself to be used for whatever help that I could be in refugee camps in Nigeria or just anywhere in the world because all of the suffering just really bothers me, and I really needed some purpose and direction for my life. Also through these past years I was willing to part with a body part like a kidney or whatever I could live without to help another, but it was not the will of God. There had also been churches I offered myself to as just a man with only dedication to God with really nothing in this life other than my greatest need humanly speaking which is only to do more for my wife that I have been able. At one time about a year ago I had asked some attorneys in Boston what I could do about my Social Security, and they said that my case was strong enough to collect disability going back to the time of my head injury in April of 1988, but to do it I had to be in America. . .so that was just another loss with no way to gain because it was not the will of God. Of the over 150 writings I have posted in this site, many took me very much time in hours and days to write, and when another would come and comment at great lengths it was just not proper in my opinion because they should just write their own stories rather that using one written by another.

For anyone that desires the mind of Christ with their hearts, it should clearly be seen that some who have called me a liar and author for the father of lies or a wolf in sheep’s clothing are the ones of darkness according to the words of our Lord Jesus Christ in John 15:18-20.

Habakkuk had a burden that he could see well, and through many of my writings you can very clearly see the same burden in me because what is coming shall have more effect on your life than has ever been taught in any of the buildings of man called churches; and I say that with the words of God to prove that its all of the shepherds that don’t feed their sheep who are the wolves. 

Would a wolf reveal the worshippers of the devil to all? -----

Would a wolf be so concerned about your proper construction for solid roots to hold you in the great tribulation? ----

Would a wolf want you to have some idea of How our Father God Almighty views this planet from Hid Throne of the Universe that He created through Jesus Christ?

Would a wolf strive to warn all of the other parts of the body of Christ of the coming judgments?

Would a wolf stress to plant needed information for all about the New World Order?

Would a wolf have so much care for others and children as in these photo’s?

Would a wolf want you all to have a good understanding of God’s Commandments?

Would a wolf’s greatest concerns be of what you all need to know for understanding?

Would a wolf speak so sternly to all about love with even using God’s words of scripture against those who profess it only to be more hated and persecuted when he knows that’s what will come?

Would a wolf spend days just on one writing to show you all just how great God is and how we all as his creatures are in truth as nothing being the whole Milky Way with billions upon billions of stars is no more then a proton of a nucleus in comparison to His eternal creations?

Would a wolf have a life of only seeking silver and hid treasures as a hard working miner twenty four hours each day while only wanting to speak words acquired from the fear of the Lord?

Would a wolf live only for God with Him as their heartbeat with His words as their blood-flow that without they would surely die?


Would a wolf lay down his life for the Lord with only wanting to be used by Him in warning the lost and confused within a world of religious deception?

Would a wolf have such a dedication to God that his last full meal of choice was in November 2006 before God took him from America to be placed within a life of poverty only to see the world of religion that professes love but has none? Yet continues on with love for others because they know not what they are doing to themselves while only trying to show them through the words of God exactly what He sees in hearts and actions that will cause most all not to receive the blessings for the tree of life. Yes I have needs just as all, but in four years have received but bit and pieces that came from God in one time or temporary ways only to make my faith always grow and to show the world of religion that he plainly sees through His words in 1 John 3:15-18---and those are words of God to all of His children, yet using them against false brethren such as Paul had in 2 Corinthians 11:26 only brings on more hate with a desire to destroy; and that is exactly what Ezekiel33 is now doing; and prior was churinga when he called me a liar and author from the father of lies. . .and these men claim to be Christians, but I most certainly see not the love of Christ which passeth knowledge so the we might be filled with the fullness of God. Those words from Ephesians 3:19 are some of my most favorite in the entire Bible because they say so very much in so few words. Love is the key to understanding God, because if we have not love for each other that goes far beyond word and tongue, God is not within us---so says our Lord God Almighty in 1 John 4:7-8. But all who you speak against through their actions with God’s own words will only hate you and condemn with much evil as their lead.

Why are you living there and not in the US? Can you move back to the US and bring your wife with you? Are you a fugitive? I have read about the bad investments you have made. I have read about your accident. I have read your pleas for financial support. My heart indeed goes out to you and your wife. But I must be frank with you, you have to understand that people just don't send money to a stranger just because... You must know that this world is filled with many kinds of deceivers. I am not saying that you are one of them. I am only saying that while most people who read your pleas for help might want to help you, they are simply cautious because they do not know who you really are. It is in fact unfair to blame anyone for not sending help to you in this regard.

Grace and Peace,

Ernst :)<><

To complete my answers for your questions I have told you why I came to the Philippines, and why I am still here is because I am frozen in one place only for God with no way out unless He provides with a purpose and destination because my life is only for God and my wife that I love very much and can’t even give her a tile and a sink in the c/f comfort room along with just a little finish work in our shell for a home in the rough. . . but we love each other and we love our Lord.


As far as bad investments, just some bad companies through the stock market with the greatest loss from helping others and donations for many needs; and when it comes to a world of thieves, liars, scam artists, frauds and every crooked name from a to z I can hear you well because I have been taken more that once.


But any who truly know God will see through just this tiny bit of what I have written and provided that I am a man of God that does the best possible for being alone in this world other than my wife. And almost 4 years in the same square mile has been quite an experience, but all for God.


When it comes to what my wife and I need, we just leave it up to God in faith with trust because when He is ready He supplies, but as His children that He uses to show many how He sees hearts, He has kept us in hard times for His own purposes which we never question--- but He knows our limits, therefore gives us the needed inner peace to deal with many situations such as our unfinished home, health issues, basic needs and more of all my wife wanting us to go and see her parents in the southern provenience where she is from and has not been back in almost seven years. 


And God is so glorious in spiritual ways that go far beyond the human minds that He even give me the peace inside to have no worry about those who hate me and call me a wolf or author from the father of lies because they are Christians that as of yet are not worthy of the kingdom of God as murderers, but God will have mercy in the 2nd resurrection and they shall repent from their evil ways.

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Why so many cannot hear.

Many individuals that one tries to speak with cannot hear, so the next time around words become more harsh and direct for clarity; therefore the person naturally takes offense and begins to label them with various names or accusations of not having the spirit, demons or just whatever when they completely fail to see what they are doing to themselves according to the words of God they see not. In Experience Project we all write and we all read what interests us; and with that some comment and some don’t.


When we write, we write as individuals that are there to speak our point, but when others continually leave long comments as a school lesson to over ride what we were saying in the first place they really should just be writing themselves rather then trying to give another a lesson where they need not. So I simply write these words in kindness because I don’t want to block a friend that spoke wrongly directed and improper words towards me.


You said . . . .


Faith comes from hearing the message, and the message is heard through the word about Christ (Rom 10:17). ------but by his actions he hears not.

Faith and actions are included in what God uses to measure righteousness:

“You see that a person is considered righteous by what they do and not by faith alone.” (James 2:22)-----but he does not do what God says to do.

Faith without actions are dead:

“In the same way, faith by itself, if it is not accompanied by action, is dead.” ( James 2:17)---therefore is very dead in the eyes of God without actions.

“As the body without the spirit is dead, so faith without deeds is dead.” (James 2:26 )


You are very dead Ezekiel because you do not live by one word that you wrote to all who read these words, and you also said that you had helped my wife and I once with actions saying loud and clear never again. You knew we have only basic needs, but just as all in this religious world today you just judge others while seeing only your own self righteousness.


Yet this world of religion will pay tithes that are not even a commandment that can be found in the New Testament; and we are to prove all things; yet the false teachers in this world today cannot prove what is not written, yet congregations feed their pastors that do not feed them the truths of God just as God tells them all, but they have not the faith to believe only Him because this religious world of deception just prefers the words of man who has always been shame and confusion as written in Jeremiah 3:25---- and with hearing those false doctrines they all support the buildings of man worldwide that are dens of thieves who not only rob your money but have also robbed Christ from being the Head of the body of Christ that has been replaced with the doctrines of man that God tells you all to have no part of; and all the false teachers worry about are their stained glass windows, music, building size, income, property, pews, bellies, idols of life itself and just every detail while the congregations are being led into the ditches of darkness with death, suffering, waste and desolation that is coming as a promise from God Almighty through His words of truth that I am telling you loud and clearly; yet the shepherds who live so well to preach lies when those so devoted to God that really care about you all so much that all they live on is only faith as a blessing from God to warn as many as God will allow in the short remaining time when God can still be found; and God tells all who believe in Him those words so very clearly that only Satan can blind all with his spirit that works in all his children of disobedience just as written in thy word is truth through Paul in Ephesians 2:2.


And those who live for God do it in faith while living a life completely without many basic needs while having great understanding of the powers of darkness and how the father of lies deceives all the minds of all those who hear the doctrines on man while taking part in the traditions of man because the word of God becomes as none effect in their lives just as thy word is truth states in Mark 7:13-Matthew 7:13 that all false teachers will change the meaning of to keep their congregations in the darkness of deception; and there are billions who have been deceived, but because God says what I just shared none will believe because people of congregations have been taught the opposite of what God says just as they all believe in the hell fires of torture from the only true God that is a God of love; and if we love not others in deed with actions but only through word and tongue, then we know not God and are among the billions who have been deceived; and as many times as I have very directly written the verses which are thy word is truth for supporting what I speak regarding faith, love, actions and deeds that go beyond word and tongue, but religious people don’t believe them, churinga did not believe them, and the congregations of the world do not believe them; Ezekiel does not believe them and this whole world who God says has been deceived does not believe them; and that is because the devil who all warn me of in their judgments against me have minds already that have been captured by the god of this world which can be seen through their fruits of love that do not exist beyond the tongue.


 My years past involve going through more than a hundred thousand dollars towards others from a heart that pleases God, but people like Ezekiel will figure one time was all needed while supplying the buildings of man weekly that are only going to be the cause of much righteous shed blood through the coming years---so in other words support the murderers and kill those who live on faith because they care about others.


You also said . . .  


Faith is even more. Are you aware that even DEMONS have faith?


You really enjoy cutting others down Ezekiel, or in twenty years with God maybe I missed that verse. Thanks so much------

“But someone will say, “You have faith; I have deeds.” Show me your faith without deeds, and I will show you my faith by my deeds. You believe that there is one God. Good! Even the demons believe that—and shudder” (James 2:18-19).


Those who sleep the heaviest speak the loudest.--------

Faith of demons! More complex is that God says some people will loose their faith and develop faith in demons:

“The Spirit clearly says that in later times some will abandon the faith and follow deceiving spirits and things taught by demons.” (1 Tim 4:1)


We are into the final decade of life with man ruling man; and this deceived world does follow deceiving spirits; and you are one of them because you don’t examine yourself beyond your own self righteous mind.

Faith in the message of Christ can be destroyed by deceiving spirits and demons.

BE ON GUARD----if we can’t all be under self examination 24 hours each day, our guards have been let down; and the devil is so subtle that he can sneak in at any time when our armor is not secure. 




I do thank you so much for your lesson Ezekiel, and because God is my heartbeat with His words as my blood-flow for life itself I really do appreciate you trying to replace what I cannot live without while becoming my teacher that replaces God.


So please be on guard because its you who denies the truths of God just as another who murderers, so please don’t convict me as I need no more on top of this world of religion that loves their own just as Jesus Christ said in John 15:19.


Do you believe God as thy word is truth?


1 John 3:16-18, 4:7-8, Ephesians 3:19, John 13:34, Revelation 22:14


Then examine yourself by the words of God rather than your judgments against me.


Final note to think on spiritually when judging others.


Was Moses perfect? Did not he murder an Egyptian?

Was Peter perfect? Did not he deny knowing Christ?

Was John the Baptist perfect? Did not he send messengers to ask Christ if He was truly Christ?

Was Jeremiah perfect? Did he not ask God if he was as a liar unto him?

Was Paul perfect? There was a time he witnessed the murders of Christians while also doing things he wanted not to do in his battles of flesh and spirit.

Was Daniel perfect? Read the great man of God words in 9:5 of his book as a lesson on how we ought to be also in humility.


So before you all judge me I already am fully aware that I am but only a man of flesh and blood who does the best that he can for God while being completely alone in this world spiritually where God has placed me, and I can’t even get a life in this world of religion that’s running over with love through deeds that God can see; and all is because the devil is hate and darkness that has become a counterfeit light of love that has deceived this entire world other that God’s little flock of firstfruits who shall be given the kingdom of God as written in Luke 12:32----and I am a part of God’s little flock, and because I look to God and trust in God because thy word is truth; and I already know that what I just said is as foolishness to most all.


So be it because thy word of truth said that my life would be just as it is. Therefore with absolutely nothing but survival I have everything because I live on faith as my fuel with an everlasting tank that shall never waste because faith constantly worked for never withers but only grows.


I write in faith knowing that in God’s time help will come; and with my faith it never does, amen, because that is the will of God that I may not like but will never question just as Paul never did when he was being stoned, whipped, beaten, shipwrecked, perils of robbers and perils in every direction that included false brethren.


Please no more lessons Ezekiel, and this is my third time asking.

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Faith continued

Faith is the most misunderstood word because it is something not seen, not heard and not felt because its something that only our actions that He sees can show. We can look back five years and remember our 3200 sq ft home of eighteen years going up in flames and taking our life’s collection of valuable little things just because of the memories they hold; and when we recall that our homeowners insurance was behind and how everything was only a major loss because the three fire departments that said all under control with minimal damages, so just go and sleep somewhere else tonight because of the smoke; and when you return early in the morning there is nothing left because three fire departments left their job unfinished.


Yet there was never one charge against God.


I remember going to Iraq to work building vehicle armor to help protect out troops from IED’s and gun fire only to be ripped off about seven thousand dollars by one of the many crooked contractors.


Just life.


We can look back through the recent four years coming December 1st 2010 only to see memories of nothing but some of the hardest times of our life physically and mentally; and with that we can look at all of the religions of man that only added much heartache through just plain very cold hearted cruelty on top of a whole life past that never had anything but disappointments in just every way.


In faith we just know that God has a purpose for all things, so we only ask for His help to endure and remain standing strong in our faith under all circumstances.


Then we can look back twenty two years and see how our unseen unknown start with God began, and with that just twenty years of seeking and knowing Him only in our heart while living only one very poor life that never had any real happiness with direction, yet even with life itself being more as nothing we just knew there was a God and had accepted that as an individual we were very unworthy and would die in the great tribulation.


Faith is living through all the hardships that life has to offer while never complaining to God.


 Faith is when you open the Holy Bible all that you can see are words of instruction that we just cannot fully understand without looking only to God and asking Him from our hearts to please teach us what man cannot; and with that He shows us the scriptures that say what I just wrote which only the few in the narrow way can understand.   


Faith in God is believing His every word; and that is the last thing that man does because when God says this whole world has been deceived, the religions of man don’t believe Him. When God says thy word is truth, man says they believe while treating God’s truth as a lie through complete disobedience while teaching their congregations to do as they do.


Faith is knowing that without fully striving to abide in our Lord we can do nothing; therefore no fruits and greatly punished in the great tribulation.


Faith is knowing that you will not be liked and persecuted by a world of false brethren who have put their confidence in man even though God says not to; and your fruits of faith is that even when not liked, not believed and not heard or understood you still continue to run the race set before you because you really do care about others so much that all you want is for them to see in spiritual ways the lesson form God that comes through Shadrach, Meshach and Abed-nego because once again the furnaces are hotter than ever before; and a false Christ is coming that most all deceived in this world of religious deception will worship because God is going to allow him to do great signs and wonders that will astonish the whole world. . . .But only those who live with God as their heartbeat and His words as their blood-flow will have the faith with the beginning of wisdom and the knowledge of the holy which is understanding that very few possess because its something we must work for diligently in ways that the ministers of the devil never teach because God who we believe through faith says that shepherds don’t feed their congregations; and thy word of truth man believes not; therefore only continues in not feeding their sheep lost in this world of religious deception.


Faith is loving God so much that you believe only Him while knowing that as a human in flesh and blood you always make mistakes, so you always turn to only Him and acknowledge Him in all of your ways. . . and that is faith because no matter what you do or how many mistakes you may make, you know that from the point of turning to God in faith for direction that whatever happens came from Him.


The greatest faith in my heart that I want to be in your heart also that God is watching is these words from our Lord Jesus Christ.


“Verily, verily, I say unto you, He that believeth on me, the works that I do shall he do also; and greater works than these shall he do; because I go unto my Father. John 14:12


Those are some of the greatest words in the Bible because our Lord just told any who have unwavering faith and believe on Him ---- that they shall do even greater words than He did when here on the earth; and because we believe in our hearts through obedience with trust only in thy word is truth----I have a 100% solid guarantee without question that I shall indeed do greater works; and with that I have asked God in humility to allow me to be one of His two witnesses because to die for Him would be as an honor; and that is only faith wanting to please God which may be as foolish words to many—but the few can see well spiritually what they just read.


Faith is living a life with the needs of the goods from Sanford and Son because the junk they had was far superior to what you have. Just a little joke there for brothers that remember the show in the 70’s.


Faith is accepting the pains of life in every form because all you can really see is the kingdom of God just as the men of God in Hebrews chapter 11.


Faith is when you look at this world today; there is no true God to be seen because it is completely controlled by the god of this world who is the father of lies as a perfect counterfeit that has deceived this whole world.


Faith is knowing that God searches hearts, and if He is not first, everything before Him are other gods.


Faith is trust in God no matter how hard and no matter how difficult and unhappy life may be; so in faith all that we ask God for is to give us the inner peace to deal with all things because we have done exactly what He says regarding our needs because we cast all of our cares upon Him with the fervent prayer of a righteous man that availeth much, and you know our needs before we even ask; and you do say that you love them that love you---so that is a guarantee that we have a love between us---so in faith we can only wait.  


The greatest storms of life that have ever been are growing so very near, and in faith I want to help God as one of His workman in preparing as many as He ha mercy on by what He can see in their hearts so that in these coming times. . . .


“Behold, the eye of the Lord is upon them that fear Him, upon them that hope in His mercy; to deliver their soul from death, and to keep them alive in famine. Psalms 33:18-19


Faith is knowing that God has chosen you and called you for a purpose; and keeping faith no matter what the circumstances of life may be is the genuine faith that God is always searching for in our hearts. So if you want it; and your want is in your heart, you shall receive it.

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Judgments from men of God against men of God and my experiences with pastors over the years.

Words to correct Churinga’s misled mind that is extremely confused.

First please read these words below from my judge, jury and executioner with only his very poor evidence for the conviction with only his confusion for it to stand on. . . .

Posted by churinga on Nov 21st, 2010 at 1:29PM

Re timesoftrouble and being a follower of Armstrongism. On February 28th 2010 you posted the following Title " The way in truth that churches with big names will treat one who lives only for God with no other life.

In this post you state the following.

" The PCG on the outside “appears” to be Gods only true and genuine church with very many excellent writings consisting of GOD'S pure truth's of reality that His own chosen people have been and the world have been blinded to. There is no bettere ducational literature worldwide other than the writings of Herbert Armstrong, the Trumpet, Royal Vision, and True Education you are indeed spreading many truths of extreme importance worldwide. The PCG also has many other programs in the world to benefit others. What the PCG “appears” to be missing is what OUR LORD GOD looks on the most, which is our hearts dictating the amount of genuine care and love that we have for just other individuals in a single sense, not groups. i have been reading all the PCG writings for over eight years now, and just one memory of words said just how particular the PCG is in choosing their ministers." The article ended as follows. " My only trust is in God and no man. Not Herbert W Armstrong and not any, but only God"

You say God leads you to truth through the writing of others and you therefore have the Divine Guidance to sort the wheat from chaff, you sing the praises of Armstrong and the PCG and their written material on the one hand and debunk same when it suits. the Lord says " I am the Lord i change not " Malachi 3:6 The cronies within the PCG have been replaced with the writings of Ernest L Martin whose background has been made public as to his influence from Herbert W Armstrong, you can come here and lie to me, but you also lie to God, you want to distance yourself from individuals within PCG etc but insist on promoting their doctrines. God is merciful and patient my prayer is for you to come out from among them into the glorious light.


And everything written below is but only a partial amount for my needed defense as a stay of execution from death row. . . .lol…. oops, I hope the churinga’s did not out law humor or I will get another sentence.


Just for a brief example these words were written by me to the Philadelphia Church of God back in 2007; and that was one of the many that came from Armstrong.


“All Philadelphians are so self-righteous that they have just automatically put themselves above all of the words of GOD while feeling safe, as though they have need of nothing, “when in the pure truth because of their actions that GOD sees, they are blind, and naked to the core just as the laodiceans in Revelation.”


My heart and mind are on God, our Lord, Habakkuk, all of you and reality whereas victor has nothing else to do but allow his own mind of extremely uneducated confusion to destroy others when he really has no idea whatsoever of what he is saying. I have never in my entire life been a member of any church organization, but just as all been duped into believing the words of various men going by different titles over the years; and about ten years ago I first heard of Armstrong and could only see all of the free literature distributed worldwide for free. So through many years I read much along with my Bible. When I came to the Philippines it was in the fall of 2007 that I started writing to one of the ministers in the PCG, and over a period of time I may have written to Greg nice maybe thirty times with no reply and the same was true with their minister in the Philippines. . . .so when I wrote to them about how they said they were so particular about their ministers it was in showing them that who they choose are most certainly not men of God as all from every church that ever had to do with Armstrong became to me as an experience of very ungodly people just as churinga that can only gain his joys through----


Please take very careful note of what you just read because what I said is not the way churinga in his confusion lead you all to believe just as in all of his very ungodly words against me.


----digging up what people wrote in the past while twisting what was written because he understands not; and what so sad is that he drags so many others into his words that unjustly tear me down that I am forced to defend myself just so he does not completely trash who I am to glorify himself.

When we walk with God He leads us through much over many years, and the PCG or any ever having to do with Armstrong was just another lesson through God that I have learned well from; and the fact is the only time I ever here the mans name is from churinga who is one extremely confused man, and if it were not for him Armstrong would ever even come to mind because I look only to God.   

Because there are good people everywhere who have been deceived my letters to Greg Nice and Gerald Flurry and others were to show them there was no heart involved within their works for God. Therefore the only purpose for this post is to show you all who love our Lord just how badly churinga enjoys his own cruel ways of judging others in ways he has no understanding of. And the writings below are but a few out of hundreds that all have shown me the same thing. . . .there is no love of God in the religions of man overall, but always a few within, and God will have mercy on them. As far as churinga, according to God own words he knows not God, but just as all he will deny what God says when all the proof needed can be seen through his actions that bear no fruit. And no matter what I take the time to supply you with regarding factual information on me and my desires to please only God, churinga will only dig up more that he has no understanding of to twist and use for his false accusations.

As only a man who is of the body of Christ I can love you all because I have always cared about others, but when we are only human the churinga’s can bring a perfect hatred just as David had in Psalms 140:21-24

All that any need to do that believe the words of our Lord regarding love is re read this post on Churning’s view and my view with all that has happened since and you can clearly see his fruits of love and how he knows not God. I say nothing against victor churinga because the words of God say it all; and like most in this deceived world, churinga looks only to self as self righteous while tearing down the whole world around himself because we don’t measure up to his own perfection.

My only security in life is God because when it comes to the intent of my heart that only God knows He is first, yet churinga just will not let up with his confused mind that only wants to chew me up and spit me out. And all that I can says is. . .Father forgive him, for he knows not what he does.


Posted by churinga on Nov 21st, 2010 at 1:29PM

Re timesoftrouble and being a follower of Armstrongism. On February 28th 2010 you posted the following Title " The way in truth that churches with big names will treat one who lives only for God with no other life.
In this post you state the following.

" The
PCG on the outside “appears” to be Gods only true and genuine church with very many excellent writings consisting of GOD'S pure truth's of reality that His own chosen people have been and the world have been blinded to. There is no bettere ducational literature worldwide other than the writings of Herbert Armstrong, the Trumpet, Royal Vision, and True Education you are indeed spreading many truths of extreme importance worldwide. The PCG also has many other programs in the world to benefit others. What the PCG “appears” to be missing is what OUR LORD GOD looks on the most, which is our hearts dictating the amount of genuine care and love that we have for just other individuals in a single sense, not groups. i have been reading all the PCG writings for over eight years now, and just one memory of words said just how particular the PCG is in choosing their ministers." The article ended as follows. " My only trust is in God and no man. Not Herbert W Armstrong and not any, but only God"
You say God leads you to truth through the writing of others and you therefore have the Divine Guidance to sort the wheat from chaff, you sing the praises of Armstrong and the
PCG and their written material on the one hand and debunk same when it suits. the Lord says " I am the Lord i change not " Malachi 3:6 The cronies within the PCG have been replaced with the writings of Ernest L Martin whose background has been made public as to his influence from Herbert W Armstrong, you can come here and lie to me, but you also lie to God, you want to distance yourself from individuals within PCG etc but insist on promoting their doctrines. God is merciful and patient my prayer is for you to come out from among them into the glorious light.





Whatever Church, belief, website, fellowship, chat room, gathering, event, or anything that is wherever you may go with only wanting God and his truth to be the center and focus of, you will never find what your looking for. And that is because from my own multi years of experiences, what we all need just does not yet exist in this sad and deceived world of religious deception today for many reasons. If you were to do as I do in always searching for truths regarding God and realities of the world. . . .


All that you will ever find is what is totally opposite of our Lord and Father which is a world without the love of God, hate, judgment, confusion and lies that only multiply to cover more lies. If you were to do a study on religious deception, your results will be the same as on any subject which is the mass confusion of all pointing at each other. What’s interesting is how they are all correct; yet just don’t see their own spiritual errors regarding the word and what’s written.  


But by the end of this decade the ‘Kingdom of God’ shall be as a new beginning for the whole human race. And it will be a beginning that shall never end full of wonders, powers, sights, and spiritual happenings of mind boggling glories that are now just waiting in another spiritual dimension called true happiness.



David C. Pack is a Madman


I was just reading the article on David Pack deeming himself an Apostle. Long story, short, my family were members of the Worldwide Church of God back in the early 80's. I had "dealings" with Mr. Pack even back then, but somehow always ended up blaming myself. After the WCG broke up [during the changes], we wandered aimlessly for years until we eventually just gave up on the WCG altogether.

After 10 to 12 years, we started searching for "the truth" again, and wound up in Mr. David Pack's Restored Church of God. I will not go into all the details as there are many. Around 4 to 5 months in, we were running to get out!

What prompted me to write was the thing he said in his article about no one leaving proves he's right. This is another lie. In fact, those are the sermons he was giving when we left! Make no mistake that he really is a madman. When we left, we actually began to fear for our lives. He would call us and put us on conference call with his little demon protégé, Mr. Turk, and they would demand that we confess that they were superior and we were garbage. His whole family is power happy as you watch them all sit in the front row every week. They would take turns guarding the halls and question you as to why you were going to the bathroom. They don't just follow Herbert Armstrong, they literally worship him. When you first walk into the assembly room, there is a shrine of Herbert Armstrong, with statues and pictures, as well as other "memorabilia" all over the place. This was one of the many things we began to notice that was in direct conflict of God's teachings that they did or taught. Of course it was all okay, since Mr. Pack "allowed" it.

My family learned the most valuable lesson that year we will have ever learned. We follow God and all his teachings, but most emphatically, we do not follow or trust man. "Prove all things" is something everyone in any church should first and always do. --

By Gary W.
July 1, 2007





To my Brother in Christ, Daniel,                  WWW.HOLDFAST2ALLTHINGS.ORG


It was by God that as an outsider with no knowledge of the Worldwide Church of God, and had never even heard of Herbert Armstrong that I first became involved [outside & alone] nine years ago. Prior to that time I had about five years of just putting much about God into my mind through reading the Word, printing much, reading books, and on the long hwy drives always listening to Alexander Scourby. I had never been a church member; therefore my mind was unpolluted with none of the false doctrines of man. So God saw me as a man after His own heart, and very teachable. As of now, my total life of 24 hours a day, seven days a week, and fifty two weeks a year are fully dedicated to our Father and God of the universe, and I am still totally alone with no genuine brothers or close friends in this cold world of much darkness. My life and circumstances have always been very difficult, but within these past three years, God has allowed all of my difficulties to come in many worse and magnified ways. . . . and as a result, God has blessed me with an ever growing faith while always putting Him totally first in my life, and the more He chastises and tests me the higher He elevates in my heart and mind which is where He is meant to be for the whole human race.

After all, He is God Almighty of all things seen and unseen. So because of my love and heartfelt honor for Him, I see all things more from His point of view rather than mans or my own, therefore He is always on my mind, and deep within my heart. . . .while needing His direction and lead for all things.


Yes, I do acknowledge Him in all of my ways, so that He will direst my paths. But even with my close and personal relationship with our Father. . . . I am totally alone in this world other than Mylene. [and she was from God] I have no like minded brothers, no church, no friends, no income, and more lacking then I shall even mention. . . .because with God, all things are in control, because He knows my every need, therefore I just leave all things with trust in His hands. 


Your website is new to me, and perhaps it was by God that I came to it. The photo’s from the Hubble really touched me greatly in a spiritual way, only because I truly worship our Lord only in spirit and truth. His awesome greatness is just totally beyond the words of man to ever even utter. My greatest security is His own words.

“I love them that love me; and those that seek me early shall find me.” Proverbs 8:17


And because one of His greatest words is heart, and used over 700 times in scripture, my security grows even greater, because He knows our hearts better than we ourselves. Nothing is hidden from Him, everything is open and naked. So we have a mutual love.


Because I leave all things up to God, what I have done is just make myself known to you.


And will also supply you with my website to learn more about me.


I just completed another writing that I worked on 12 hours a day for several days, and it’s less than 15 pages. It’s all about God’s truth. To fully understand words of scripture requires knowing God only through obedience. In my site the title is GOD’S TRUTH or mans deception.  Please read it, as what is written shall tell you all that you need to know about who I am concerning Our Lord.


If we make positive contact, praise God. If not, I will still praise and thank God for just showing me more of what He has been teaching me. So whatever happens is only another blessing from Him to me.


Whatever you may do, think, or say, it is God that you will have to answer to.


May Our Lord bless you, and be with you in all of your decisions.


This complete letter about churches that your reading was sent to this minister below, and just like all of the Worldwide Church of God offshoots or whatever you choose to call them, no love, care, or even friendship can be found, especially if your one who takes God for who he is in truth over all the money hungry and power hungry lies via twisted scripture that all teach their huge congregations. Herbert Armstrong was not who he claimed to be, and what he was has been passed on to many, or at least 500 separate churches that all claim to be God’s only true church. And with their false teachings, they are dragging down many financially and spiritually.

Please take me OFF of your email list.

Below are just few of very many emails that were sent to pastors, ministers and churches with little, none, or cruel words of reply, and aside from them are many experiences from religious web sites with being ignored or accused of being out for only free self gains, or a false prophet because of God’s truths. In other words, many people without love and zero faith in God, and with no heartfelt prayers for His direction. And I very humbly thank God for all that He has been doing in my life as a friend, and a teacher. He has blessed me with much understanding, inner peace, very strong faith, and total reliance on Him for all things. . .[everything]



Gerald Flurry, [Pastor General of Philadelphia Church of God in Edmond Ok]


Because you are so very well educated with all things (or all that He has given you) concerning GOD, there is no need for me to speak at you by teaching words of HIM, or of the world as it is today. Please just allow me to take a different approach to what GOD has so very heavily laid on my heart and put very deep within my thoughts. I have questions, questions, and more questions for your thoughts and feelings to give answers too.


All scripture used is either from the KJV or RSV.  You know the verses extremely well; therefore I feel that you shall exceed in answering my few questions.


Because “It is better to trust in the LORD than to put confidence in man”(Psalms 118:8 and the center verse in the Bible).


 All of the words that I write are through persistent prayer, daily meditation, and knowing that I am as absolutely nothing without HIM to guide me in HIS will concerning all things.


Because I have nothing in this life other than my faith, yet still care about all of humanity, have love and feel for innocent children, and still give all that I can to those who have less than nothing, would you consider me to be as a humble man?


In Jeremiah 17:9 the words read. . . “The heart is deceitful above all things , and desperately wicked: who can know it?”


Let’s now discuss four words in this verse according to context with Strong’s as our mediator to allow my questions.


The heart; also used very widely for the feelings, the will and even the intellect; likewise for the centre of anything: - + care for, comfortably, consent, considered, friendly, double hearted, regard, themselves, unawares, understanding, willingly, wisdom.


Question; Does not GOD search the hearts of all that HE has called because it is our hearts that tell GOD precisely all that HE desires and wants to know about every single individual worldwide that HE has given the honor of understanding too?


In my own mind GOD answers that question in the next verse so clearly that a child could even understand the answer.


“I the LORD search the heart, I try the reins, even to give every man according to his ways, and according to the fruit of his doings” (vs. 10).


In John chapter 15, the first sentence in verse 2 reads. . . “Every branch in me that beareth not fruit HE taketh away:


Question; Are not those two verses meant as here a little, and there a little? 


In 1 Corinthians chapter 13 verse 2, Paul writes the inspired words of GOD saying;

“And though I have the gift of prophecy, and understand all mysteries, and all knowledge; and though I have all faith, so that I could remove mountains, and have not charity, I am nothing.”


Question; If we are nothing, are we not then as fruitless in the eyes of our LORD GOD?


Deceitful; In the orig. sense, a knoll (as swelling up); in the denom. sense (trans.) fraudulent or crooked, deceitful, polluted.


Desperately Wicked;  Both of these words require the same number in Strong’s number for their meanings. To be frail, feeble, or melancholy:-(desperate (-ly wicked), incurable, sick, woeful.


“who can know it?”  GOD knows, just as there is nothing that HE knows not. JJ


Let us now hear and give some thought to the words Paul writes in James 2:8.


“If ye fulfil the royal law according to scripture, Thou shalt love thy neighbour as thyself, ye do well:”


Neighbour; Can not the mind of man that has been deceived just say to me, your not my neighbor,  therefore I need not love you and am not guilty of treating you coldly or as I see fit? Or what if they just say nothing at all to many, many words? What if a minister blocks emails? Is that charity with feelings?  Is that living by every word of GOD?


The reason that GOD is searching the hearts of HIS called ones is this;


For GOD to measure us, HE must first test our hearts. If our hearts are lacking the love that we will need to reign with Christ, we, in HIS eyes are not yet qualified to be of HIS small flock, and there is a reason.


That reason is this;


Even though Satan will have been put away, their will still be the challenge of trying to change an old garment into a new one, or making new lives out of old ones with old ways still in their minds. Without GODS required fruits of love, you will be as 99.9% of you are now, which is un-caring with no visible charity. If you have decided that you care not for one word that I have written, you’re still in my prayers, because it is GOD that you will have to answer to, and not me.


No one likes words that are not smooth words, especially if those words come anywhere near home, and home is where the heart is.


Could you please tell me in plain truth just how some Philadelphians can bear no fruits of charity to a man who is their brother?  Perhaps because they are rich and increased with goods, and have need of nothing?


(There was never any kind of reply from Flurry or any pastors of any churches through years of writing letters such as the one above in sincerity with kindness and the words of God---and it was all for my education over the years to just never trust the churches of man that fool many from there outside appearance when on the inside know not God.}




To My Brother in Christ Gerald Flurry,


There is only one secret to life that is understood by very few of the human race. All that read these words who claim to know and walk with GOD are simply forgetting who HE is, what HE stands for, and what HE represents in life itself. They claim to know HIS laws, HIS ways, HIS feasts, HIS prophecy, and on the surface appear to be perfectly righteous in the eyes of our LORD GOD.  Who is GOD?  And what does GOD stand for?  What is the base meaning of The Ten Commandments? Why does GOD search into the hearts of all man-kind? Why does GOD consider HIS flock to be little? 


God answers those questions so clearly and easy to understand that even a child could grasp its truth much easier than an adult that feels as if he knows all things, and is perfectly righteous towards GOD in his own mind.


“All Philadelphians are so self-righteous that they have just automatically put themselves above all of the words of GOD while feeling safe, as though they have need of nothing, “when in the pure truth because of their actions that GOD sees, they are blind, and naked to the core just as the laodiceans in Revelation.”


And GOD tells all who are willing to see, exactly why the laodiceans are far above and too blind to see in their own deceived minds.  First they follow their leader, and fail to read the center verse in the Bible. Psalms 118:8


“It is better to trust in the LORD than to put confidence in man.”


“The heart is deceitful above all things, and desperately wicked: who can know it?”


Do you understand what GOD means by wicked?  What HE is saying is this; when ones heart is incurable, sick, and woeful, who can know it?


When ones heart becomes wicked, that person will just read over GOD’S own words that are directly to him with a description describing him to a tee, and just be deaf and blind because he himself has placed his own self far above all others.


Can you see yourself in the words below?


“And though I have the gift of prophecy, and understand all mysteries, and all knowledge; and though I have all faith, so that I could remove mountains, and have not charity, I am nothing.”


Look very hard at these next words of GOD, and just ask yourself one truth without telling yourself a lie.


Romans, Galatians, James, all say;


“Thou shalt love thy neighbor as thy self.”


The secret is a love that only a little flock truly possesses. You are all in my prayers, just as the billions in the world today that already are, and have been suffering in countless ways of horrors and pain’s that 99.9% of the worlds population have no actual remorse or genuine feelings in their own hearts for.  That my friends and brothers is why GOD’S flock is so very small; because from their heart that GOD sees, they truly care.


How often does your heart cry out to GOD for the magnitude of very innocent woman that are being violently and perversely raped all over the world in each passing moment?  How about all the little children, male and female that are at this moment are having their own minds and bodies physically and emotionally destroyed for life simply for the pleasures of all the homosexuals, child molesters, and only GOD knows of all the other perverted reasons. Have you recently cried out to GOD regarding all of the pains of daily torture victims that are so excruciating, there are no words that can even describe the horrors of their screaming pain that is happening to someone, somewhere, as you read these words? Does your heart have deep and true tears for the multi hundreds of thousands young and old, male and female, which just have nothing and have never had anything other than an existence of a sadness that you could never even relate too?  Can you genuinely even grasp in your heart what its like to be just skin and bones with sickness, no home, no family, loss of their only loved ones, and left as a human being with no where to go and nothing to eat while only waiting to die?

Have you ever even given any heartfelt thought to woman all over the world that are being brutally beaten by their own warped minded husbands and boyfriends in every society on planet earth?






 In my own prayers to GOD, I can without question justify a perfect hatred for all those that do such things as written above while asking GOD to multiply the pains x 10 that they have caused to others while slowly striking them dead. Perfect hatred from a human point is all that it is.


What human beings do not understand, especially the haves, is what it truly is like to have not in ways beyond their own comprehension. Sure they can do excellent writings on every subject, but can they actually put themselves into the exact positions of all that they write about with feelings that actually hurt?


When each day of your own life passes by, what actually takes place between you and GOD?  What kind of feelings do you have in your heart that GOD is all knowing of?  You certainly do not like me in any way, nor do you even care, and that you have all very clearly shown me well. Yet it bothers me not, because I have charity within for you all.





Good day to you my brother in Christ our LORD; [Greg Nice, minister at PCG]

How have you been Greg? I am very genuinely sorry if I have offended you from our first exchange of words that was near nine months ago. Since that time I have written you many emails, yet you never once have replied.  Therefore I am trying to be clothed with humility just to gain you as a friend and a brother. I am a very easy man to talk with when just anyone makes the effort to just say hello. I also realize that I have faults. Therefore I can easily overlook faults that I see in others. That’s called love. I also take all of my situations to God. Please take care Greg, and may our Lord God bless you in abundantly in all of your needs.


In All Sincerity,


Jeff Callarman


I wrote letters to this man for well over a year, and never could gain even a friend let alone a brother in Christ. And that’s a minister of God?




When we love our Lord and only wanting to be apart of His active body we only can search; and because the pcg had showed so much cold and false love I felt that God was leading me to David Pack only to find he was a man no different. So this letter was only as us being strangers and my dedication of wanting to become a part of a church, and my only response was from one of his ministers saying to never contact them again in any way. So I saw so much more love from the Armstrong clan that only want money.



Friday, February 01, 2008

[David Pack is the Pastor General of the Restored Church of God in Ohio]

To David C. Pack whom I feel and believe without question that God has led me to, and in His time, and not my own. These words that you are about to read have more meaning to me personally than 99.9 percent of God and Christ  professing people could even begin to fully comprehend with understanding.  This email from me to you is just as an ice breaker for the start of what I want, hope, and pray will be an everlasting friendship deeply rooted in God, His government, and all of His ways without exception.  I am 52 years of age, (I am now 55) and I have never been a church member.  Back in the early 90’s I acquired an interest in God, and ever since that time, on and off, I have been reading, studying and listening to the Word. Alexander Scourby tapes was just something that became a part of my life for many years. Also a Strong’s and some other books just for Bible study purposes.  In December of 1999, I drove to Atlanta Georgia just too hear a man preach a message.  He was from a church that I had never heard of, and he taught much from the wisdom of another man that I had never heard of.  His name was Gearld Flurry, and Herbert Armstrong was the base. I had never in my life heard of or about the WCG, or the PCG.  Why I even attended only God knows. That was 8 years ago.  In 2001 after 9/11, I drove from NC to Phoenix for work at a Nuclear Shutdown.  When my job was finished I headed back east with just one stopping point which was Edmond Ok. I never did find the PCG.  Ever since I first learned of the PCG, I have been reading the Trumpet, Royal Vision, True Education, and of course Herbert Armstrong’s writings.  Being I knew nothing of the past regarding the WCG, other than some of the things on the surface like the changes of doctrine, I naturally felt that the PCG was God’s only end time church in the world today, and I wanted to be a part of it. After learning for the first time of God’s Holy Days, I by myself did my best to obey them. To this day I have never received what I so deeply long for, which are brothers in Christ along with association and obedience to all that He commands such as His Festivals.  There are a thousand things that I could share with you about my life, and not for a testimony, because just like birthdays and pagan holidays, I don’t believe in them.  In short is this, I am trying to keep this first time letter to you as short as possible.  Let me just say this; I should have been very dead many times in life, but I am not because God does have a purpose for me.  I am as one on the outside looking in (today’s end time churches).  I have written very many direct emails to various ministers in the PCG, and the Word was always my guide, yet to this day, 6 months since I began, there has been no care or return words of any value whatsoever.  Many of my emails were directed at Gerald Flurry, Stephen Flurry, Winston Davis, Greg Nice, and others, yet no replies other than some words stating my flaws. Just some of the words I directed point blank were these scriptures.  John 10:1, 1 Sam. 2:3, Jer.17:10  while giving them all the scriptures on charity while pointing out that thus far they have showed none, therefore they had nothing as in fruitlessness. I then added many verses such as the vine and the branches, and just literally took them apart according to all of God’s words that they say, but do not do. No response whatsoever.

 Also in the 10 years of reading the PCG booklets, I always felt that I was not included at all in their thoughts simply because I was not one of the Laodiceans.  I also could never understand why the only people that they were trying to warn was those whom had already been taught the truth once, rather than the world of blind people that had never been taught anything at all.  They felt that they were the only watchmen, and they did not want the blood on them for not warning just the Laodiceans.   Fourteen months ago I left the USA.  I left with only a one way ticket, few clothes, $1,100 dollars, and an overweight suitcase that was filled with the words of God.  In many years past, wherever I went, and who ever I spoke with, I was always asked the same questions.  Are you a preacher or a missionary?  What religion are you?  My answers were always the same. No, and The Word as it was written is my religion rather than the words and doctrines of man that God warns us about. 

It was about a month ago that I somehow came across one of your websites, while just thinking, hmm, must be just another false religion that thinks they know God. Well, after a month of reading some of your many words, I now copy and paste very many to my memory stick.  Yesterday I did 21. Meditation, Fasting, God’s Spirit, rules of effective Bible study, anoint thine eyes, splinter groups and many more. Last night was a night of much meditation on all things pertaining to God. Actually, that is my life in a nut shell. I do fast, I do meditate, and I do stay in God’s word. . .  but always alone, and for near 15 years now.

I am a skilled worker, in fact, I did welding in Iraq. I have resumes out everywhere, yet have had no work in over one year now. There is no work in the country I live. It’s God’s grace that has kept me just fed with a roof for the past year. There is also Mylene. She was 34, and very pure in everyway when we met in person last March. We do pray together morning and evenings. We do want to be married, but can’t because of zero funds. My visa is also 6 months past due with no funds to become a legal alien.  All I have is my ACER Notebook, bread, rice, ants, and a host of hard times that are not easy. My greatest possession is my King James, and even with duct tape is coming apart. It’s my whole life, worn and marked up like a road map, it is all and everything to me, and all I can do is pray for God to hold it together for me. The PCG did not seem to care.

Final note;

I was married for 30 years to a ready made family. I am now divorced. I have had a life of much darkness ever since a child with no parents to raise me. You know, all of the bad things that can happen in life have happened to me. . . in one way or another.


Jeff Callarman in Bacong, Negros Oriental, Philippines




Mr. Greg Nice

I ask you whole heartedly to please read all of these words, just as GOD instructed Ezekiel to do in chapter three, verse 10 with the words. . .

 “Moreover He said unto me, Son of man, all my words that I shall speak unto thee receive in thine heart, and hear with thine ears.” 


Please hear rather than forbear, because my cause is only to gain a friend and a brother, and not to make an enemy, for GOD is love.


Let’s just talk some from our hearts. Care for my first impression of those words according to your actions? 

My wonder is if you even have a heart of GOD accompanied with fruits of the spirit such as charity or any genuine care for any other human being that is not just as you want them to be in your own mind. Can you handle some very simple and honest words Greg?  Do you believe that GOD is an all knowing GOD?  Do you feel Him watching and measuring your every thought and action in life?  Or do you just feel Philadelphian with not a worry in the world?  Do you even realize that according to the extreme spiritual depths of the words of GOD, that without His spiritual guidance in all your ways of life, that you are actually totally lost without a full and complete understanding of what He is actually searching for in the hearts of all mankind so as too be worthy servants that shall reign with various positions within His government, and with Christ for all of eternity?  Who is in control at this moment?  You’re own thoughts? Or His thoughts based on His ways with obedience?  Greg, I have one question of more value than any other question that you have ever been asked, or ever will be. . . . Are you a man of GOD that always knows without question that He is there putting situations into your life for your own well being that are enabling you to genuinely grow intimately close to Him?  Do you have any idea at all what you have done to and against me in the eyes of OUR LORD GOD? Now it is your turn to ask yourself just one very genuinely deep question, do you even care?  The answer to that question is exactly what GOD sees in your heart, because nothing is hid from Him, absolutely nothing!  Every step that you take, and every thought you have accompanied with every single word that you speak along with every action of your life is closely watched and measured by GOD.


Greg, I expect only GOD’S will in my life, therefore, whatever comes from my words to you, is just what GOD had already known, and whatever difficulties continue in my life are only for the purpose of GOD and my faith which wavers not. I am now, just as always, doing precisely as GOD instructs in His words where Paul says “Do your best to present yourself to GOD as one approved.”  Now I ask you this, will you also do your part as the brotherly love GOD teaches in His Book of Instructions called the Holy Bible? 


Because of my own hearts genuine care for others,(I that was once very well off), have become very poor. When I was rich in dollars, I was extremely poor in spirit, but now that I am very poor in dollars, I have become exceedingly wealthy in the SPIRIT OF GOD with the faith and dependence on Him to keep me going strong. In some ways I can well relate to Job simply because all that I once had in gone, and my body and mind are in much pain. I can also well relate to the words of Paul, because I am constantly in a battle between the flesh and the spirit, and Paul was a man of GOD that had brethren, whereas I have not one, and it is not easy to walk alone with OUR LORD.


When is the last time that you read Paul’s words in Romans?  In fact if you take the time right now with prayer, and just read chapters seven and on until GOD has watered His seed by His words in the RSV, GODS SPIRIT will work very deeply within your heart and mind, just as He does with prayer in all of His words to you, to me, and to us all that deeply heartfelt rely on them as His words of truth.


You’re Brother in CHRIST




Wednesday, April 09, 2008

[Pedrito Cara in another minister for the PCG, and his purpose is in the Philippines.


Hello Pedrito, my brother in Christ our Lord,

I do hope that all things have been well and good for you in all ways concerning your ministry work for God, your wife, your daughter, and all of your family and friends.  My greatest difficulties are just as they have always been which is my rate of growth with our spiritual Father God. Ninety percent of my thoughts are on Him and His uncountable wonders of beautiful and unlimited creations, His government, His laws, His ways, and His flawless perfections in totally everything that our human minds are capable of comprehending. The majority of my time is always the same in reading precept upon precept in my Bible with much prayer for full understanding. I also read booklets, Trumpets, Royal Vision, and have fasted many times (but never enough). I also get added reading materials via my mass storage memory stick which is transferred to my notebook at home. My Faith in God is something very sure and very strong regardless of my surrounding difficulties in life. Difficulties such as no like minded friends, no brothers in Christ, and my greatest possession [KJV] with the pages beginning to tear due to excessive use and the binding loose with no way to repair it. Another great difficulty is the want and need to be a part of the body of Christ with God our Father always at the center of all things for the direction and actions that are always pleasing to His eyes. The Passover and seven days of unleavened bread are growing near, and for eight years now I still have not been to one of the feasts of the Lord that are a holy convocation to us all. My added difficulties are in the many ways that I have searched for employment here in the Dumaguete area with no success whatsoever. Another battle for my mind is my visa that expired at the end of last August. The balance owed for renewal is near 13000 pesos. Mylene and I want to be married, yet with no capacity can not do what is proper and right. Mylene has also been appointed as a teacher in the government schools, and she is always asked. . . are you married?  Her answer is not yet, but soon. In this past year that we have been together I have received many dollars from America which were used for us just to maintain rent, power, food, gas, and needed items. With the USD weak, and the 80 years of age that my uncle has on his fixed income, we receive no more pesos. My question to you Pedrito is this . . .  what am I to do?  With much prayers to God I am asking for some help from His only true church the PCG. 


Sincerely, your brother in Christ.


Jeff Callarman




James Turck   [A minister for David Pack in the RCG]

And a very cruel man with no heart whatsoever. [evil]


Blessed is the man who endures trial, for when he has stood the test he will receive the crown of life which God has promised to those who love Him. (James 1:12 RSV).


Just one of the very many tests that God has been putting me through is striving to find what seems not to exist, which is the hearts of true and genuine brothers in Christ our Lord.


Listen, my beloved brethren. Has not God chosen those who are poor in the world to be rich in faith and heirs of the kingdom which He has promised to those who love Him? If you really fulfill the royal law, according to scripture, “You shall love your neighbor as yourself,” you do well. But if you show partiality, you commit sin, and are convicted by the law as transgressors. For whoever keeps the whole law but fails in one point has become guilty of all of it. So speak and so act as those who are judged under the law of liberty.  For judgment is without mercy to one who has shown no mercy; yet mercy triumphs over judgment (2:8-10, 12-13 RSV).


My own heart has been greatly bothered by the few extreme words of cruelty that you wrote to me near one month ago. There exist no words that you can say to justify what you have done.  The result has been the same as all other difficulties in my life. Prayer, prayer, and more prayer. My whole life revolves around God, for God, and nothing else.


In pure truth I want nor expect nothing from you or your ways of darkness that are led by the spirit of error. I have prayed for you with the trust and faith that God has so abundantly blessed me with.


“The effectual fervent prayer of a righteous man availeth much” (James 5:16b KJV).

“For the eyes of the Lord are over the righteous, and His ears are open unto their prayers: but the face of the Lord is against them that do evil” (1 Peter 3:12).


The above word evil in Strong’s 2556 can mean of worthless character, or from 4190 hurtful, i.e. evil.


Here is a point of thought for your mind of judgment. Was Jacob perfect?  Did not he buy his birthright and than later lie too receive blessings from his father Isaac?  Think about David, Bathsheba, and Uriah. Job needed to be taught about self-righteousness.  Paul persecuted and witnessed the death of Christians. There are very many examples of men of God that were not perfect, yet God chose them. Why?


“And thou shalt love the Lord thy God with all thine heart, and with all thy soul, and with all thy might” (Deuteronomy 6:5).


Do you truly live by every word of God?  Do you love your neighbor as yourself?  Do you judge others?  Are you self-righteousness? Prideful? Better than others?


Right at this very moment, as in every moment of your life. . . God “is a discerner of the thoughts and intents of the heart” (Hebrews 4:12b).


Now I have a very honest and open question for you. What use will God have in His kingdom government positions for people that have no genuine love for other human beings that don’t measure up too their own personal standards? The reason that God’s flock is so very small is simply because all that think their not laodiceans actually are in God’s eyes. As a brother in Christ, I shall do as God tells me to do in Luke 6:20-38.





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Faith is when one goes through pain for a week and never charges God for the suffering. Then finally medications come, but after two days of antibiotic and pain killers, the swelling is still there and the pain has spread into other teeth and has only worsened with the head and also pains in jaw and neck. We can become very aggravated with the constant pain and all we can do is ask God to remove it, but God does not always do as we ask and need, yet we keep our faith no matter how much we may suffer because we know He has a purpose; and exactly what that purpose is and why so much pain only He knows. All that we know is that we will always endure because no matter what God is real and Jesus Christ is our Lord and our faith is genuine with strength; and to me the purpose that God allows suffering is because there shall be much for all in the great tribulation. We all have our own thoughts on things we cannot fully understand----but pain we all can understand because it’s not something that we can just forget, especially when it stays with us always and in many different ways for different people with a large variety of symptoms----so in faith I can feel for so many that have it so much worse. But still each moment can still be difficult, especially when you know that the means needed to actually properly repair all of your teeth is not something that can happen, so all you really hope for is the pain to ease so you can at least get some sleep.

We all need faith because without it we cannot please God. Hebrews 11:6  ------ And there is a great tribulation that shall be a time of trouble like never before; and only those with faith shall be able to endure.

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